Novels Where the Protagonist Is Desperate to Die but Can Never Manage It 主角一心求死，但总是死不掉的小说

1 付 Miss Fu Is Determined to Die 付小姐一心求死 Half a Fish二分之鱼Modern Romance817k WordsCompleted Fu Shiyu had only dozed off on the plane while flying home to save her father and her lovesick brother when she transmigrated into a book. She tried countless ways to get home, but every time, she ended up reborn. Then she got it! She’d become a spoiled little troublemaker and annoy everyone as much as possible. Come on, kill me! The fake heiress frames her? Whatever, I did it. Go on, hit me! Her birth parents and brother don’t like her? Oh well, what are you going to do, bite me? Her adoptive p 138Reads—Score—Shelves

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Super nice.

2 这 This Emperor Is Not Only Lazy, He’s Also Rude 这个皇帝不仅摆烂，还没有素质 Three Jin of Grapes三斤葡萄Historical1.9M WordsCompleted Ying Yi transmigrated into a strange dynasty and became an emperor! But Ying Yi had no desire to be emperor. All he wanted was to find a reasonable way to die and abdicate as soon as possible, so he could go back and inherit his hundreds of billions in wealth! So he set out on a path of nonstop suicide by bad decisions! Politics is all about compromise, but Ying Yi never compromises! The empress dowager wreaking havoc in the harem? He chews her out! The literary, lovesick empress? He chews her o 134.1kReads9.2Score13.6kShelves

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I originally thought it was just a suicide attempt, but in fact the protagonist does have scheming intentions. The story will be rounded out later, and other logic besides the system makes sense. The three powerful people in the novel made me sigh. Taishi Guan's wealth, Prime Minister Huo's power, and General Zhao's soldiers had three different results in the end. If you think about it carefully, it may have something to do with their families. Taishi Guan was the closest to his daughter, but he also stopped at the cliff; Prime Minister Huo had a normal relationship with his daughter, but in the end he was lost; General Zhao was the most ruthless and had the worst end. Many historical figures and stories are added to it without destroying the coherence of the story and not being abrupt at all, which is a test of the author's skills. Anyway, my suggestion is that it's still fun to watch when you're bored [laughs]

3 我 I’m Determined to Die, So How Did I Become Famous and Successful? 我一心求死，怎么功成名就了？ The Heavenly Court's Little Nobody天庭小卡拉米Historical1.8M WordsOngoing [Ensemble Cast + Political Scheming + Menace + Humor + No System + Not Invincible] [This book has a martial arts power system, but the protagonist has no combat skills. If you only like effortless power fantasies, please look elsewhere.] After nine lifetimes of reincarnation, Mu Qingbai has just one more to go before he can return to his homeland with everything accumulated over all ten lives. Falsely accused and thrown in prison from the start, he is about to be executed after autumn. He’s read 22.7kReads8.7Score1.4kShelves

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It's really beautiful when it's rammed and exploded.

4 疯 After the Mad Emperor Redeemed Himself, All Under Heaven Became His Devoted Subjects 疯批帝尊洗白后，天下皆为裙下臣 Chuchu Ziyu初初子语Ancient Romance1.5M WordsCompleted Original title: After Constantly Trying to Get Myself Killed, I Became the Emperor Venerated by All Di Yange transmigrates into a wish-fulfillment novel aimed at male readers, where she can only return home by getting herself killed. To make it back as soon as possible, she disguises herself as a man and does everything she can to oppose the protagonist and befriend the villains. In the end, through one careless mistake, she not only saves all the villains but also follows their path, rising ste 50.2kReads9.4Score8.4kShelves

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It's beautiful. You must read it. It fits the title very well.

5 别 Everyone Else Transmigrates into a Book to Beat It, but I Only Want to Die 别人穿书求通关，我穿书一心求死 Unyielding Sweet Potato不屈地瓜Historical491k WordsCompleted [Unhinged comedy, fun and games, System, endless transmigration into books, seeking death, the Myriad Worlds] The moment the damn System dragged him into a book, Qin Feng nearly broke down. He’d just bought a lottery ticket and won the jackpot: a hundred million! What? He had to finish the plot and clear the book to return to the real world? Otherwise, he’d be sent into another book on the next round? Well, fine. No big deal. He could wait a few more days. Wait! Are you kidding me? It takes nine 472Reads—Score—Shelves

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[Epislepsy article + Lezi article + system + infinite time travel + death wish + all worlds] The protagonist won a lottery prize of 100 million, but was forced into an infinite time travel reincarnation. Only a reasonable death can return to the real world. So the protagonist is bent on death, but fails to die again and again. I can only keep traveling between worlds.

6 怼 I Talk Back to the Emperor and Beat Up My Royal Brothers. Go Ahead, Sentence Me to Death! 怼父皇，打皇兄，有本事赐死我 me Stingy Pigme小气猪Historical1.3M WordsOngoing Pure wish fulfillment + trampling the rules + lunatic protagonist + going completely berserk + verbally destroying people + rebel to the core + rebellion An ordinary man named Li Chengze transmigrated into ancient times and became a prince. Unexpectedly, the System told him that as long as he could die in a reasonable manner, he could return to the modern era and become the world's richest man. Li Chengze: What? Then why should I cherish my life? So he took on a troublesome case, one serious eno 311kReads8.5Score37kShelves

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This? …

8 朝 I Rebuke Treacherous Ministers at Court and Only Beg for Death 朝会怒斥奸臣，我只求一死 Original Wish本愿Eastern Fantasy495k WordsCompleted From the start, a Hengdian extra transmigrates straight into the imperial court. System mission [Death] activated: Gain one thousand years of cultivation every time you die. He furiously denounces treacherous ministers in court, repeatedly volunteers to lead armies against the rebels, and writes denunciations of the sacred immortal sects... Fang Yuan is either courting death or on his way to court death. And yet... The Great Qin Empress: “Fang, you love the people as if they were your own childr 3.1kReads9.1Score272Shelves

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The protagonist wants to die, but never succeeds.

9 我 I Really Can't Die! 我真的是死不掉啊！ I Fell in Love with Doraemon我爱上了哆啦A梦Eastern Fantasy81k WordsOngoing (Fantasy + slice of life + a touch of ensemble cast + dialogue-driven + invincible protagonist + immortality) I have crossed countless mountains and rivers, and passed through seas of people. I have witnessed the changing of eras and the fading of lives. This isn't an advertisement. I just want to say this: I, Ji Changsheng, am really damn impressive. Even more impressive than Niu Erwa, the village chief's kid, who awakened dual Heavenly Spirit Roots and is hailed as a once-in-ten-thousand-mille —Reads—Score—Shelves

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Tomato pushers are afraid of it, it's a book that will directly kill you! 1