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  1. 151 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 23kReads8.1Score4kShelves
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  2. 152 Mr. Zhou’s Love Is as Cheap as Grass 周先生的爱,如草般轻贱 Modern Romance161k WordsCompleted [A tragic short story. The heroine is dead from the start. No resurrection, no rebirth.] [Melodramatic and clichéd] In the kidnapping case where he had to choose between two people, Zhou Yansheng saved his first love and abandoned his wife. Later, he realized his mistake, but his wife could never come back… 37.7kReads5.4Score1.5kShelves
  3. 153 A Secret Crush Hidden in Spring 春日藏欢喜 Two Male Leads233k WordsCompleted [Reunion after a long separation + slow-burn romance + sweet little moments + entirely fictional + a story within a story within a story + pure fiction, with no real-life inspiration] Aloof, taciturn, and sexually frigid (gong) ☆ Lu Xingheng × emotionally steady and always cold (shou) ☆ Jiang Wan This story is set in a fictional world, and every chapter is entirely made up and unrelated to real life. It is a work of pure fiction based on hearsay, written in an irrational state and containing 238.3kReads8.0Score5.4kShelves
  4. 154 I Got Caught in the Rain in Your World 在你的世界淋过雨 Modern Romance32k WordsCompleted Ji Linyu has always believed that her father used his power to frame the Ji family and force him to marry Zhou Jianyi. For six years, he has done nothing but use her and put on an act, all so he can bring down the Zhou family one day! The greatest pain of Zhou Jianyi's life is that her father has barely been laid to rest, her brother's death remains unexplained, her mother is hovering between life and death, and she herself is barely holding on. At her lowest point, Ji Linyu threatens to leave h 2.5kReads5.4Score153Shelves
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  5. 155 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 27.9kReads9.6Score6.3kShelves
  6. 156 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 12.6kReads8.2Score2.4kShelves
  7. 157 If Only You'd Let Me Be Young Again 假如许我再少年 Modern Romance268k WordsCompleted Ye Qingchen’s despair: She didn’t dare tell him she loved him. Zhou Shi’s grief: He didn’t have time to tell her he loved her. The phrase “if only” describes the overwhelming regret one feels over something that has already happened, and the futile fantasy of trying to change it. [The first time they met, he was twenty-five and she was twenty. He didn’t trust her and missed his chance to save her from despair, sealing her fate. The second time they met, he was thirty and she was twenty-five. The 5kReads9.1Score357Shelves
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  8. 158 Lusting After Beauty 贪图美色 Modern Romance184k WordsCompleted What's the first thing you do after being reborn? Obviously, block your ex and find yourself a sweet younger guy! After being reborn, Zhou Zhou finally becomes a heartless "bad woman" and starts pursuing the genetically gifted top student Cheng Hongjian. Cheng Hongjian painstakingly plans their future together, not knowing that Zhou Zhou only chose him for his superior genes and wants to have a child with him. "You were the one who approached me and then abandoned me. But this time, it's over wh 12.6kReads9.5Score1.1kShelves
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  9. 159 No! I Refuse to Inherit the Fortune! NO!我才不要继承财产! Modern Romance448k WordsCompleted [Angst] [Angst] [Angst] First life: The Ke family has no second daughter! Second life: Father Ke: Awen, these are the company shares I saved for you. Mother Ke: Awen, this is the princess bedroom I had renovated just for you. Older brother: Awen, I bought you a house and a car. Younger brother: Second Sis, I designed this formal dress especially for you. Younger sister: Second Sis, once I make something of myself, I'll support you! The Ke family's second daughter crosses her arms in an X! No way 9.1kReads9.1Score621Shelves
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  10. 160 Bloodstained, a Wild Rose with an Unyielding Spirit 血染,傲骨野玫瑰 Modern Romance282k WordsCompleted [Women's Fiction] Important note: The heroine is not actually Xi Lianyue. This will be explained later. Because she looked like someone else, she was made to take the blame. Four years in prison were not enough. Even after her release, she still couldn't escape the mire of reality. She was forced into a pond of piranhas, used as a live test subject, made to fight Tibetan mastiffs, and had both legs broken. After all the persecution, the truth was finally revealed piece by piece. The men who had 4.7kReads9.0Score438Shelves
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  11. 161 Prisoner in His Palm 掌心囚 Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted A single piece of candy from Mu Nanzhou won Jiang Xizhi’s heart. Only later did she learn that he could give that same piece of candy to anyone. After an accident, she became the culprit who hurt his beloved, and went from Kyoto’s most dazzling young heiress to a disgraced convict. After five years in prison, all she wanted was to live a decent life. But with the label of “convict” hanging over her, she struggled to survive among all kinds of people. When she met Mu Nanzhou again, she didn’t dar 9kReads8.4Score731Shelves
  12. 162 Fourteen Letters 十四封信 Modern Romance33k WordsCompleted Ruan Shengsheng × Zhou Mingsen (The contents of the fourteen letters are on Weibo ♥) Ruan Shengsheng had already come to accept death in peace, but his arrival made her begin to fear her own disappearance. He said, “Shengsheng, don’t cry. I’ll always be by your side.” She said, “I went to the temple to pray for your safety for the rest of your life.” At the very end, he held her hand tightly. Tears slid down his cheeks and fell onto their clasped hands. Summer in Yuncheng ended, and their s 1kReads8.4Score338Shelves
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  13. 163 Is the Wind Still Blowing? 风还在吹吗 Modern Romance321k WordsCompleted [Bisexual, Mutual Secret Crush] [Male Lead Dies/Female Lead Dies for Love] Their similar names were a red thread secretly tied by the Matchmaker. Chen Shuye often felt secretly delighted by how much her name resembled Cheng Shuye's. Their similar names seemed to draw them closer and deepen their bond. In their senior year of high school, he said, “Chen Shuye, I’ve helped you so many times. So, can I copy your college application form?” Chen Shuye smiled. “Sure.” But after she called the police 3.5kReads9.2Score854Shelves
  14. 164 She, Too, Is a Memento 她也是遗物 Modern Romance269k WordsCompleted Cool, aloof girl × carefree boy “He didn’t leave behind much. I was one of the few things he did.”, Source: the internet I gave everything I had to live this life, only for it to end in regret. Cicadas sing without pause, and we meet again in the height of summer. … Fang Xieyang thought her life was over, that she would spend the rest of it “following the rules” just as she always had. But then Xia Qianli came along and upended everything she thought she knew. He was so gentle, so good to her, 7.8kReads8.9Score2.2kShelves
  15. 165 A Star in the Wilderness 旷野里的星 Modern Romance924k WordsCompleted An Yi had an older sister, brilliant and dazzling, like the bright moon in the sky, while An Yi was weak and insignificant, like a star no one noticed. The greatest pleasure in An Yi’s life was stealing everything her sister owned, including the man she loved most: Shen Yun. 555Reads9.0Score—Shelves
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  16. 166 Fourteen Sentences 十四句 Modern Romance201k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Fourteen Lines, bearing the same title, is now available on multiple platforms.] Life is like duckweed on the water, so why doubt that people will meet and part? Morality and ethics clash with matters of the heart. A realistic story. If that’s not your thing, don’t read. The greatest regret isn’t that people enter your life at different times, but that you’re meant to meet without being meant to be together. A remorseful husband tries to win back his wife. Written as realis 2.4kReads8.9Score222Shelves
  17. 167 He Isn't My Gu Yan 他不是我的顾言 Modern Romance305k WordsOngoing Gu Yan crouched down and stroked my face with his long, cold fingers. His voice was gentle. “It’s okay if you have no family. It’s okay if you have no friends. If you don’t know how to go on living, I’ll teach you.” From then on, I clutched the hem of Gu Yan’s clothes and hid behind him, chasing after that slender figure. Gu Yan was the center of everyone’s attention. He was my brother, my whole world. I’d always kept a secret in my heart, too: he was my brother, but he wasn’t my Gu Yan. —Reads—Score—Shelves
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  18. 168 Brother, the Rain Has Stopped 哥哥,雨停了 Modern Romance104k WordsCompleted [Chi Nian × Jiang Shi] I held a bouquet of roses, wanting to give them to the brother I loved most. Sadly, I never got the chance... In 2007, I saw my brother for the first time. The young man stood by the window, looking relaxed as the bow in his hand played a beautiful melody. In 2010, the rain stopped, and my brother left. In 2012, my brother promised that the following summer he would return to Beicheng and never leave me again. In 2013, the white flower pinned to my chest kept reminding me 321Reads8.7Score101Shelves
  19. 169 Spring Swallows Return in Summer 春燕归夏 Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted When Spring Swallows Return to Summer —Reads—Score—Shelves
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  20. 170 Yu Dongbie 于冬别 Modern Romance15k WordsCompleted [Signed for publication in simplified Chinese] Yu Zhe said he'd wait for her, and he would keep waiting. But Shi Taoning had no way out. She couldn't go back. 939Reads9.2Score255Shelves
  21. 171 How Could I Ever Part from You? 哪敢与君绝 Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted How Could I Ever Part from You? 4Reads—Score—Shelves
  22. 172 I Saved Him, but No One Saved Me 渡他,无人渡我 11k WordsCompleted I’ll save you, though no one will save me. 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
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  23. 173 The Sun Will Shine When I Leave You 离开你,天才会晴 11k WordsCompleted Once I leave you, the skies will clear. 445Reads—Score—Shelves
  24. 174 At My Mother’s Funeral, My Husband Forces Me to Atone for Her Sins 母亲葬礼上,丈夫逼我替母赎罪 12k WordsCompleted At my mother's funeral, my husband forced me to atone for her sins 5Reads—Score—Shelves
  25. 175 He's Always So Good at Sweet-Talking Her 他惯会哄她 Modern Romance276k WordsCompleted [Two Top Students x Childhood Friends x Mutual Devotion x Tragedy] Sunny ray of sunshine x Double-Standard Top Student Jiang Shiyuan was the brightest sun in Pei Zhiheng's world. They made many promises at seventeen, but the words "I'll be with you forever" were buried along with her in late autumn. The plane tree leaves had yet to fall from the branches in late autumn when Jiang Shiyuan's life came to an end. [My name is Jiang Shiyuan. Shi, as in time, and Yuan, as in wish. Pei Zhiheng.] [J 813Reads8.0Score103Shelves
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  26. 176 Snowflake Town 雪粒镇 Modern Romance130k WordsCompleted [Ji Handeng, a fragile, sickly, dark-minded younger brother x Xu Qiongqiong, a kind, resilient older sister who loves money] [Modern romance + mutual salvation + healing + older woman/younger man romance + revenge + cover-up + high-stakes twists] Xu Qiongqiong and Ji Handeng are siblings with no blood ties. In a small, poor town full of secrets, they rely on each other and keep one another warm. Their days hold happiness and pain, darkness and budding affection. Their shared goal is to leave Xue 84.7kReads9.7Score11.5kShelves
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  27. 177 After He Escaped Death, He Forced Me to Sign a Penance Contract 他死里逃生后,逼我签下赎罪契约 Modern Romance178k WordsCompleted A handsome, powerful, tragic, obsessive, and deranged man with a double face × a patient, clear-headed heiress fallen on hard times Five years later, we meet again. He's Jiangcheng's most ruthless obsessive man, and I'm an heiress with nowhere left to turn. He hangs me over a cliff and says, “Let me show you the despair I felt when I jumped into the sea back then.” He forces me to sign a contract of atonement and says, “I won't spare a single member of the Lin family.” I thought he hated me so m 2kReads—Score109Shelves
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  28. 178 You Watch Her Perform, I’ll Announce Our Divorce 你看她表演,我公告离婚 Modern Romance453k WordsCompleted Tomatoes are the most satisfying! The hero and second male lead get divorced The male lead watches the green tea put on a show, while the heroine goes straight to the newspapers and announces their divorce! A powerful financial magnate * a young lady whose family has fallen on hard times Married first, love later * both leads are sexually inexperienced Every male character in the story is a virgin, whether he's the second or third male lead... Xu Qing'an married Shen Yuanyuan simply because he t 11kReads7.1Score322Shelves
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  29. 179 Lured by Her Skirt 裙诱 Modern Romance602k WordsCompleted [Devoted to each other ➕ mafia ➕ careful maneuvering ➕ intense push and pull ➕ possessive love ➕ the powerful one bows down] Thai mafia prince X resilient camellia seeking revenge X mysterious Hong Kong crime boss * Dailing lost her mother as a child. Born and raised in a casino, she forged a tenacious spirit. After lying low for years to seek revenge, she ventures alone into Thailand as an adult, targeting the powerful Chen family, a mafia dynasty with influence across the country. Fate smile 11.8kReads9.3Score1.6kShelves
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  30. 180 Marrying Captain Qin 嫁给秦队长 Modern Romance430k WordsCompleted [Rekindled love + reunion after years apart + redemption + healing + happy ending] [Cool, handsome SWAT captain + gentle, sweet-tempered teacher] They were secretly in love with each other, but a misunderstanding drove Yang Mian to flee Beicheng and leave his world behind. Seven years later, when she has no choice but to return to Beicheng, she unexpectedly runs into him at the airport while he’s on a mission. This time, the man doesn’t give her another chance to run. He carries her home, pins h 7.2kReads9.0Score712Shelves
  31. 181 Forced to Stay Abroad, Darling, I've Caught You Again 异国强占,宝贝又抓到你了 Modern Romance498k WordsCompleted (Energy tycoon × Chinese dance student) “Zhao Jingwan, the only truth in troubled times is that you have to stay alive.” He taught her how to grow stronger in the darkness. Later, the young woman found her faith again and returned to the stage. She danced for children caught in war, for refugees driven from their homes, for soldiers defending their country, and for world peace. Her faith had never changed. The light shining on the stage was lit for her by that man. Zhao Jingwan danced for the wo 5.1kReads9.1Score429Shelves
  32. 182 A Woman from a Poor Family 寒门女人 Modern Romance814k WordsCompleted (Family melodrama + romance + revenge) Bai Xue's birth brought her mother untold hardship. Crushed by feudal beliefs, she and her mother struggled just to breathe, hoping to escape that man's clutches as soon as they could. Overwhelmed with grief, she could no longer face the love her boyfriend gave her. Every day was agony, and the hatred in her heart drove her to swear she would find the man who had violated her and make him pay. Will she find him? What will become of her and her boyfriend? R 2.2kReads9.0Score264Shelves
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  33. 183 I Found a Stunning Beauty Passed Out Outside a Bar 我在酒吧外捡“尸”到一位绝色美女 Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted I Found a Stunning Beauty Passed Out Outside a Bar 5Reads—Score—Shelves
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  34. 184 Kissed by Thorns 吻过荆棘 Modern Romance577k WordsCompleted [Yandere + Secret Identities + Strong Female Lead Crushing Scumbags + Sweet and Satisfying + Devoted Husband] She is delicate, soft, and knows how to turn on the charm. He can play either role, or simply be a soft pillow! Born into a prominent noble family, he acts weak and helpless in front of her, but is bloodthirsty and ruthless toward everyone else. With a snap of his fingers, he can control everything. He is the feared King of Carnage, and anyone who even thinks of hurting her has only one 896Reads8.7Score104Shelves
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  35. 185 The Return of Aladdin's Lamp: The Curse of Becoming the World's Richest Man 阿拉丁神灯再现:成为世界首富的诅咒 Male-Channel Fanfiction8k WordsCompleted Aladdin’s Magic Lamp Reappears: The Curse of Becoming the World’s Richest Man 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  36. 186 Crown of Thorns: The Contract CEO's Frenzied Pursuit of His Wife 荆棘王冠:契约总裁疯狂追妻 10k WordsCompleted Crown of Thorns: The Contract CEO's Frenzied Pursuit of His Wife 2Reads—Score—Shelves
  37. 187 Beating Up a Fox Spirit Who Wants a Title: What Do I Do When She Won't Leave Me Alone? 暴揍讨封狐狸精:被她赖上怎么办 6k WordsCompleted I Beat Up the Fox Spirit Who Wanted Me to Name Her: What Do I Do When She Won't Leave Me Alone? 12Reads—Score—Shelves
  38. 188 That Night, I Knocked on the Wrong Door 那一夜,我敲错了家门 Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted That night, I knocked on the wrong door 11Reads—Score—Shelves
  39. 189 That Night, I Kissed Her 那一晚我吻了她 6k WordsCompleted That Night, I Kissed Her 6Reads—Score—Shelves
  40. 190 Reborn in Li Yu's Body, I Avenge Lady Zhou in the Northern Song Palace 魂穿李煜,我在北宋皇宫为小周后复仇 Male-Channel Fanfiction7k WordsCompleted Reborn in Li Yu's Body, I Avenge Empress Zhou in the Northern Song Imperial Palace 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  41. 191 Fiery Red Lips: Two Wedding Rings 烈焰红唇之两枚婚戒 Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted Crimson Lips and Two Wedding Rings 3Reads—Score—Shelves
  42. 192 After Struggling Through Cultivation, I Blew Up the Entire Cultivation World 千辛万苦修仙后,我炸了整个修真界 6k WordsCompleted After All That Hardship to Cultivate Immortality, I Blew Up the Entire Cultivation World 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  43. 193 Stranded on a Deserted Island with My Beautiful Boss 我和美女上司沦落荒岛 11k WordsCompleted Stranded on a Deserted Island with My Beautiful Boss 20Reads—Score—Shelves
  44. 194 Codename: Project Tianpeng 代号:天蓬计划 17k WordsCompleted Codename: Heavenly Canopy Project —Reads—Score—Shelves
  45. 195 A House Full of Wives: The Unfinished Twin Lotus 妻妾成群之未绣完的并蒂莲 11k WordsCompleted The Unfinished Twin Lotus of a Household Full of Wives and Concubines 6Reads—Score—Shelves
  46. 196 The Boss Died on Gold Mountain, Then Crawled Back Three Years Later! 老大死在金山上,三年后他爬回来了! 15k WordsCompleted The boss died on a gold mountain. Three years later, he crawled back! 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  47. 197 The Day I Was Reborn: My Wife with Cancer Tears Into the Top Donor and the Streamer 重生之日:癌症妻子手撕榜一大哥和女主播 7k WordsCompleted The Day I Was Reborn: My Wife with Cancer Takes on the Top Gifter and the Streamer 3Reads—Score—Shelves
  48. 198 A Gentle Trap: I Was Blinded by Lust 温柔陷阱,我被“色”字迷了眼 6k WordsCompleted A Tender Trap: The Word "Lust" Blinded Me 18Reads—Score—Shelves
  49. 199 Doomsday Rebirth: I Use Technology to Take Down My Enemies 末日重生:我靠科技反杀仇人 Sci-Fi & Apocalypse15k WordsCompleted Doomsday Rebirth: I Use Technology to Take Down My Enemies 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  50. 200 I Told You I Love You in Heaven 我在天堂说爱你 Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted At fifteen, Junxi accidentally got blood from an AIDS patient into one of his wounds and contracted the disease. From then on, his normal life was completely upended, and he lived in constant fear that he could die at any moment. But Li Poxiao never left his side, giving him the courage to carry on. Through his pain, he smiled through his tears. “Brother Junxi, my greatest wish is to become your bride. You have to fight to stay alive, because… this is a dream only you can help me fulfill.” A lov 944Reads9.5Score210Shelves
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