What Are Some High-Quality Tearjerkers So Heartbreaking You Can't Bear to Read Them Twice? 有哪些虐到肝疼，不敢看第二遍的高质量虐文

1. 251 我 Loving You Is a Calamity 我爱你，是一场劫 Mu Mu沐沐Modern Romance60k WordsCompleted Mo Xiaoruan said, “I want to see this world only because I want to see you.” But Su Zheyu replied, “I will never love you, not in this lifetime...” Fine, then I choose to stop seeing this world, and stop seeing you... After five years of marriage, she used a method that destroyed herself, hoping to make him suffer unbearably... 103Reads6.1Score—Shelves
2. 252 妻 My Wife's Secret Text Messages 妻子的秘密短信 King Revolver左轮王11k WordsCompleted My Wife's Secret Text Messages 2.1kReads—Score—Shelves
3. 253 天 Daybreak Came, and I Couldn’t Find You 天亮了，我找不到你了 A Will to Live Forever长生有意8k WordsCompleted Day has broken, and I can't find you anymore. 169Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 254 我 I Refine Tribulation Lightning; While Others Undergo Tribulations, I Pick Up Gear 我炼化劫雷，别人渡劫我捡装备 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩7k WordsCompleted I Refine Tribulation Lightning While Others Face Tribulations, I Pick Up Their Loot 2Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 255 总 The CEO Is Seriously Ill 总裁他病的不轻 Spring Thunder Cannon春雷炮Modern Romance40k WordsCompleted Su Lilu spent her life yearning for a love that was never returned. The man she loved never once responded. One day, she tore up her cancer diagnosis and drove her car into a fatal crash. After she died, he began to love her… Reborn, he gazed at her smiling face, his eyes full of madness. In the year after her death in his previous life, the pain ate away at him, and only then did he realize he had already fallen in love with her. So in this life, he would stop at nothing to keep her by his side 2kReads6.2Score118Shelves

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   I highly recommend the first three short, angsty novels 🌸 First book: So heartbreaking it'll hurt your liver! A short story where her husband of five years finally confesses that he still loves his first love. The male lead is unaware of his own love and sends the female lead to prison. He later regrets his actions and tries to win her back, but the ending is tragic.

6. 256 若 If We Could Meet as We Did at First 若如初见 Yi Xuan顗軒Ancient Romance103k WordsCompleted [There is no such thing as love without reason. Every love is forged through countless trials and tribulations, bound together across lifetimes…] “How could I ever bear not to love you? We don't have nearly enough time together as it is. How could we possibly waste time not loving each other?” No encounter is ever a coincidence. It takes five hundred glances exchanged as you pass by in a previous life to earn a meeting in this one… If all of this is just a dream, I hope I can dream a little lo 26Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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   My friend said this is a story that's sweet on the surface but leaves you with a mouthful of knives on it.

7. 257 他 He Actually Stole My Wife 他竟偷走我的妻 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance13k WordsCompleted He Actually Stole My Wife 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
8. 258 我 When Will I Finally See Daylight? 我什么时候能等到天光大亮 A Will to Live Forever长生有意6k WordsCompleted When will I finally see the light of day? 142Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 259 龟 Tortoise Shell Demon Lord 龟壳魔主 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩40k WordsCompleted The Tortoiseshell Demon Lord 1Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 260 装 I Kept Up the Act for Two Years, Then They Suddenly Read My Mind 装了两年突然被读心了 Hu Yu蝴俞Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Signed for publication in print] Also known as When My Billionaire Husband Started Coughing [Brooding, secretly snarky CEO X quirky, 'fake' innocent flower] Qi Weiran was a CEO worth billions. Because he carried a rare gene, he had a body that never got sick. But he could only live to the age of fifty. After he died, half his estate would go to his contract wife. One day, Qi Weiran's body, which had never shown a single sign of illness, suddenly began to cough. His adoring young wife, who loved 29.3kReads9.5Score3.7kShelves
11. 261 我 I’ll Wait for You at the Finish Line, Loving Me 我在终点等你爱我 Mu Qiqi慕七七Modern Romance42k WordsCompleted During her three years in a psychiatric hospital, Lin Wan endured a living hell every day, reduced to something barely human. Every month, Ye Nanchen came to test whether she was truly insane. Then one day, while no one was watching, she leapt from the windowsill and found her final release. Later, everyone in Jiangcheng said Ye Nanchen had gone mad. His beloved wife was clearly dead, her body right in front of him, yet every day he came up with new ways to force her to appear. “Lin Wan hated me 536Reads5.5Score102Shelves
12. 262 对 I'm Sorry, I Once Loved You Deeply 对不起，我曾经深爱你 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance19k WordsCompleted I’m Sorry, I Once Loved You Deeply 6.5kReads—Score—Shelves
13. 263 相 We Were Never Meant to Meet Again 相逢相聚本无期 A Will to Live Forever长生有意6k WordsCompleted There was never any promise that we would meet again. 51Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 264 街 Fortune-Telling on the Street, I See Your Luck at a Glance 街边看相，一眼断祸福 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩Urban11k WordsCompleted Fortune-Telling on the Street: I Can Discern Fortune and Misfortune at a Glance 4Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 265 快 Quick Transmigration: The Crown Prince Torments You Again 快穿之太子再虐你一遍 The Mysterious Me谜一样的我Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [Xianxia romance + play the pig to eat the tiger + quick transmigration + one-on-one devotion] The Crown Prince of the Heavenly Realm was born a flirt, always chasing after women. In a fit of rage, the Heavenly Emperor banished him to the mortal realm, where he would undergo many lifetimes of reincarnation and suffer the pain of losing love and desire. The Left Star Diviner had this to say: “Writing the Crown Prince’s fate book... is hard!” The poor little Spirit Clerk was pushed forward as a sc 3kReads9.3Score294Shelves
16. 266 你 You Turned Away, So I Learned Not to Love You! 你选择转身，我学会不爱！ King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance13k WordsCompleted You chose to walk away, so I learned how not to love you! 1.6kReads—Score—Shelves
17. 267 河 Peace and Prosperity in a Flourishing Age 河清海晏时和岁丰 A Will to Live Forever长生有意Ancient Romance189k WordsOngoing Changning was never destined to know peace. War will not let this age find peace, either. I will be the hero of this age and forge a new world. I will play a game of strategy, using the lives of everyone on the board to pave a road to a golden age. I am leaving. I will resign from the palace and go. Xiao Mingyan: I am the princess of Great Xiao. Since I have enjoyed the offerings of the people, I must shoulder a great responsibility. I am on the board, but I will not let others manipulate me. I 118Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 268 废 The Good-for-Nothing Awakens, and His Spiritual Root Returns 废柴觉醒，灵根归位 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩10k WordsCompleted The Good-for-Nothing Awakens, His Spiritual Root Restored 2Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 269 让 They Wanted Me to Be a Sacrificial Stepmother, but I Chose to Make My Own Way 让我当炮灰主母，我偏另谋高枝 Ji Yun霁妘Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Historical Romance / Household Intrigue / Sweet Romance / The Male Lead Is Head Over Heels] In Ruyi's Beloved Concubine, the heir apparent Xie Yunzhix is a brave and formidable warrior, always dashing across the battlefield in fine clothes, with no one able to stand against him. Sadly, he is only a supporting character. The story opens with him in a vegetative state, leaving behind three adopted sons. Xu Qingyi discovers that she has become the foil to the beloved heroine of a sweet romance. On 136.5kReads9.4Score20.4kShelves
20. 270 会 The Student Council President Has Been Plotting to Win Me Over for Ages 会长姐姐对我蓄谋已久 Time Is Gentle and Clear时光清浅Two Female Leads390k WordsCompleted (The final chapter’s bonus story takes a different turn. If you haven’t read it, feel free to take a look ✌︎' ֊') [Two female leads + devoted to each other + college campus + reunion years later + everyday life] [Being a woman gave me every advantage in getting close to you, yet it also gave me the greatest disadvantage: I couldn’t kiss you.] (Everyone’s playing matchmaker! Every couple gets together!) Jiang Ji’s story: Jiang Ji once thought she’d have a conventional arranged marriage, until she 9.5kReads9.5Score1.5kShelves

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    Super, super heartbreaking!!! If you have a crush on someone, definitely don't read *The Sad Little Thing About Unrequited Love*. It's so painful, so incredibly painful. I feel like I can relate. *I Only Stole a Glance at Him* is also incredibly heartbreaking. The female lead is very timid; she doesn't even dare leave her name in her confession letter, silently liking the boy for years. She can spot the male lead in a crowd at a glance. She witnesses him fall for another girl, sees him marry that girl and have children. The female lead is truly foolish; she went to the same university as the boy she liked, but he ultimately chose the university with that other girl. She did so much for him, such as comforting him when he was devastated and self-destructive because of her going abroad to study, telling him everything would be alright and to look forward. Until she saw the guy announce his marriage on social media, the female protagonist thought he had moved on. However, she still couldn't help but feel a flutter in her heart when she saw him. Years later, her best friend had a child, who was also her goddaughter. While taking her goddaughter out to eat, she brushed past the guy again. This time, the female protagonist didn't recognize him at first glance. She had finally let go of her feelings for him. The second male lead in this novel also silently loved the female protagonist for many years, but he was also timid and didn't dare to express his feelings. It's truly heartbreaking. The novel *Blank Paper and Love* has many poignant stories, but the one I remember most vividly is the first chapter. The male and female protagonists liked each other, but they both tacitly avoided confessing. They were both afraid that if they confessed, they might succeed, but if they failed, they wouldn't even be able to remain friends. However, after graduation, the male protagonist gave the female protagonist a piece of paper with their seating chart from years of sitting next to each other. But, using a highlighter, he wrote "I like you, I didn't know" on the back of the paper. Years later, the male protagonist got married and moved abroad with his wife. A few years after learning of his marriage, the female protagonist met a boy who liked her and treated her well. They married soon after. Years later, the male protagonist was diagnosed with a terminal illness and returned to China. At a class reunion, he and the female protagonist met again. They didn't speak until one day, the female protagonist met the male protagonist's wife through work and they gradually became good friends. Then, one day, the female protagonist visited the wife's house to see her child and met the male protagonist again, only then realizing that she was his wife. She later learned that the male protagonist had a terminal illness and only a few years left, so he returned to China. Ultimately, the male protagonist died of cancer. Only then did the female protagonist learn from his wife that the male protagonist had always loved her, but he had never loved his wife; his heart had always belonged to the female protagonist. In "The Eighth Year's Snow," the male and female protagonists overcome numerous obstacles and finally reunite on a snowy day. However, in the year they were most in love, the male protagonist dies of a terminal illness. Upon learning of his diagnosis, to avoid upsetting the female protagonist, he arranges for someone to act out a scene, claiming he no longer loves her and finds her repulsive. He doesn't want to do this, but fears she won't be able to let him go after his death, so he puts on the act. The female protagonist always believes he no longer loves her until years later, after his death, the girl who acted with him, out of guilt, tells her the truth. On the day she learns the truth, she is devastated. Just then, snow begins to fall. She remembers the day they fell in love, also on a snowy day, and she sadly says, "It's snowing, I miss you." Especially in the song "The Sound of Rain," the two clearly love each other, but due to misunderstandings, they ultimately miss each other. One thinks she hates him, the other thinks he has forgotten her, leading to their separation. "She Stops Coaxing Him," this book is truly heartbreaking; it took me over a month to recover, and I even lost three pounds. The female lead's family, while not wealthy, had a small company. However, due to their long working hours, they neglected her. Her maternal grandmother disliked her because she was a girl, and her only loving grandparents had passed away. The male lead's parents used to be very loving, but when he was eight, his mother divorced him because he was poor, abandoning him and treating him like a burden. A few years later, his mother married a relatively wealthy man and had a son. Life was alright until his mother's husband cheated on her and wanted a divorce. She refused, and the man beat her. She then called the male lead's father, who took her and their son home. After bringing them home, he treated his mother and their son a thousand times better than his own son. Their first encounter was due to the female lead being diagnosed with cancer and given only two or three years to live. Her parents urged her to drop out of school, but she wanted to continue, so they respected her wishes. Initially, the male lead was a troublemaker who didn't study and loved to fight, but he wasn't inherently bad; he only fought off bad guys and would help classmates who were being bullied. He disliked studying, but after falling for the female lead, he promised to study at the same university as her. He began to study diligently, gradually transforming from a slacker into the top student in his grade. The female lead also loved him, but with her cancer and nearing death, she didn't want to let him down. So she told him that she would be with him after they got into the same university. The female lead's illness originally wouldn't have allowed her to survive until after the college entrance exam, but she persevered for the male lead until the day of the exam. As the exam bell rang, her heart monitor stopped beating. The beginning of "The President's Sister Has Been Plotting Against Me" is so sweet, so incredibly sweet, but it's all just a dream of the female lead. Her two best friends, and the girl she likes the most, all died on the day she went abroad to study. So she spent a fortune to weave a beautiful dream.

21. 271 爱 Love Isn't Gentle, and I Won't Lick My Wounds 爱不温柔，我不舔舐伤口 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted Love isn't gentle, and I won't lick my wounds. 436Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 272 言 Romance Short Story: Because I Love, I Love 言情短篇《因为爱所以爱》 Waiting for Dawn at Night夜等待黎明6k WordsCompleted Because I Love You: A Romance Novella 31Reads—Score—Shelves

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    A little torture is good for your health

23. 273 原 Forgive Me, This World Has No Fairy Tales 原谅这世上没童话 An Xiaomo安小漠Urban144k WordsCompleted [“I can no longer tell whether you're a friend or the love I let slip away.”] [Forgive me, from south to north; forgive me, as the ending I face turns to ash...] After ten years of living meekly, she had long since stopped expecting fairness from reality. At seventeen, she traveled alone to a small northern city, thinking nothing could pull her out of the gloom. Then a radiant boy shook her resolve. At first she resisted him, but gradually, something subtle changed between them. With him protect 54Reads9.3Score—Shelves
24. 274 偏 Prejudice and Love 偏见与宠爱 Jiang Xunjiu江寻九11k WordsCompleted Prejudice and Devotion —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's so cruel it hurts your heart, liver, spleen, stomach, and kidneys!

25. 275 全 Everyone in the City Thinks I'm a Peerless Master 全城武者都以为我是绝世大佬 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩10k WordsCompleted Everyone in the City Thinks I'm an Unparalleled Expert 1Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 276 怪 You're Too Dazzling! 怪你太耀眼！ Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Modern Romance375k WordsCompleted The print edition is now available. [Happy ending, both leads devoted to each other + healing + secret love becomes mutual] [Sunny girl X hearing-impaired boy] Jiang Er was killed by a tractor. Jiang Er was reborn. The bad news: she's now a high school sophomore with more resentment than a ghost. The worse news: Fu Tinghan, the not-so-familiar husband she'll have in the future, is in her class. In their previous life, they were married for two years, yet remained strangers. An arranged mar 37.3kReads9.4Score6.5kShelves
27. 277 她 After She Cheated, She Lost the Love of Her Life Forever 她出轨后永失所爱 King Revolver左轮王10k WordsCompleted After She Cheated, She Lost the One She Loved Forever 1.3kReads—Score—Shelves
28. 278 觉 Awakened to Martial Arts, I Can Copy Other People's Combat Instincts 觉醒武道，我能复制别人的战斗本能 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩16k WordsCompleted Awakening the Martial Way, I Can Copy Other People's Combat Instincts 1Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 279 萧 Xiao Ran Leaves Old Sorrows Behind, and Takes Ya Along for Life 萧然辞旧苦，携雅赴平生 Lan Zhijin澜知锦Modern Romance33k WordsCompleted Zhou Nian'an's parents divorced when she was young. Her mother remarried, and she lived with her father. Neglected from an early age, she was bullied at school for years and at one point began hurting herself. When her second personality, A Ya, emerged, Nian'an found hope in life again... 24Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Zhou Nian'an's parents divorced when she was young, her mother remarried, and she lived with her father. She was neglected from a young age and suffered long-term bullying at school, even resorting to self-harm. After the emergence of her second personality, Aya, Nian'an rekindled her hope for life.

30. 280 妻 The Hell My Wife Hid in the Receipts 妻子藏在收据里的地狱 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance13k WordsCompleted The Hell My Wife Hid in the Receipts 539Reads—Score—Shelves
31. 281 替 After His Substitute Endured Endless Torment, the Regent Went Mad 替身受尽折磨后，摄政王疯了 Cheng Tan Meixuan橙檀美萱32k WordsCompleted After the Substitute Suffered Endless Torment, the Regent Prince Went Mad 5.9kReads—Score107Shelves
32. 282 天 The Heavenly Secrets Pavilion Forbids the Truth 天机阁不准说真话 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩14k WordsCompleted The Heavenly Secrets Pavilion Forbids Telling the Truth 1Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 283 备 A Backup Plan? I'm Done Putting Up with This! 备胎？老子不伺候了！ King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance11k WordsCompleted A Backup Plan? I'm Done Putting Up With This! 393Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 284 蓝 The Handsome Hostage Prince 蓝颜质子 Cheng Tan Meixuan橙檀美萱Historical16k WordsCompleted The Blue-Eyed Young Hostage 890Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 285 隐 The Hidden Dragon Returns Home: The Once-Poor Man Takes the Helm 隐龙归乡：昔日寒门执掌风云 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩43k WordsCompleted The Hidden Dragon Returns Home: Once a Poor Scholar, Now the Master of His Fate 3Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 286 奴 A Slave as Pure as Jade 奴本如玉 Rice Ball米团子Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted She travels thousands of miles to a foreign land for a marriage alliance, only for her husband to shoot an arrow at her bridal sedan, staining her wedding dress with blood. When they meet again, her status is disgraced. She is bullied by everyone and sent to his tent. Yu Ruyan thought her life couldn't get any worse, but with a wave of his hand, he makes her his personal maid for life. Yu Ruyan thinks perhaps she, too, might come to love him with time. But when she gives him the blood from her 885Reads8.7Score100Shelves

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    This book is so heart-wrenching too. //Book_ids=6497813547035134990

37. 287 你 You Chose Your First Love, So I Let You Go on the Spot (Late Love Won't Save You) 你选白月光，我当场成全（晚情不渡） King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance10k WordsCompleted You chose your first love, so I let you have him right then and there (Late Love Finds No Ferry). 1.1kReads—Score—Shelves
38. 288 坊 The Three Scoundrels of the Market 坊市三贱客 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩17k WordsCompleted The Three Scoundrels of the Market 5Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 289 假 After Faking My Death, the Mad Prince Slaughtered All of Nanling to Claim My Life 《假死之后，疯王爷屠了整个南陵来追我的命》 Cheng Tan Meixuan橙檀美萱12k WordsCompleted After Faking My Death, the Mad Prince Slaughtered All of Nanling to Track Me Down 187Reads—Score—Shelves
40. 290 婚 Marriage Is a Shattered Reflection 婚姻如破碎的镜像 King Revolver左轮王Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted Marriage is like a shattered mirror 3.1kReads—Score—Shelves
41. 291 昭 The Old Grass of Zhaoxi 昭奚旧草 Shuhai Cangsheng书海沧生Ancient Romance296k WordsCompleted Across the vast lands of Huangyan, more than a hundred states rose in Huaguo. The feudal lords were enfeoffed, and their domains became the nations of Zhaoming. The archives record more than three million books, each containing the lives of eighty million people. Among those countless lives, each person is little more than a speck. Turn the pages with one hand, and fifty years pass in the blink of an eye, like spring blossoms falling. In one of those books stood a begonia garden. Inside it was a 5kReads9.5Score1.1kShelves

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    I watered it carefully. Day after day, I look forward to it. Those towering trees that took so much effort to plant How could I bear to see her face death peacefully one day? //Book_ids=6873745689529027591

42. 292 囚 Captive Love, Ashes of the Past: The Obsessive CEO Has No Way to Win Back His Wife 囚宠归烬：偏执总裁追妻无门 Cheng Tan Meixuan橙檀美萱49k WordsCompleted Prisoner, Returned to Ashes: The Obsessive CEO Has No Way to Win Back His Wife 928Reads—Score—Shelves
43. 293 禁 Fortune-Telling Is Forbidden! 禁止算命！ Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩22k WordsCompleted Fortune-telling is prohibited! 11Reads—Score—Shelves
44. 294 总 The CEO’s First Love Returns, So I Leave. Then He Goes Insane! 总裁老公白月光归来，我退场，他却疯了！ King Revolver左轮王12k WordsCompleted My CEO Husband’s First Love Is Back, So I Step Aside, but He Goes Crazy! 187Reads—Score—Shelves
45. 295 求 Please Don’t Leave Me 求你别丢下我 Cheng Tan Meixuan橙檀美萱15k WordsCompleted Please, don't leave me behind. 392Reads—Score—Shelves
46. 296 我 I Miss You So Much, But I Don't Know How to Be Reborn and See You Again 我好想你，但又不知道用什么方式重生再见你 Tangerine Sand桔沙8k WordsCompleted I miss you so much, but I don't know how to be reborn and see you again. 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's heartbreaking. In the early episodes, the male protagonist, worried about his mother, ate her belongings and died from poisoning. After being reborn, he desperately wants to save her, but he doesn't know how many times he needs to be reborn to succeed. He also doesn't know how to manage his emotions.

47. 297 都 Urban Demon Martial Arts: Where Martial Arts and Monsters Coexist 都市妖武：武道和妖怪共存 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩28k WordsCompleted Urban Demons and Martial Arts: Martial Arts and Monsters Coexist 5Reads—Score—Shelves
48. 298 老 My Wife’s Deadly Perfume 老婆的致命香水 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance15k WordsCompleted My Wife’s Deadly Perfume 30Reads—Score—Shelves
49. 299 摆 A Laid-Back Golden Core, Refusing to Ascend 摆烂金丹，拒绝飞升 Just Writing for Fun in My Spare Time闲时写着玩11k WordsCompleted A Laid-Back Golden Core Cultivator Refuses to Ascend 4Reads—Score—Shelves
50. 300 我 After I Died, I Became a Stray Dog and Helped My Parents Escape Despair 我死后，化作流浪狗陪父母走出绝境 Heartbroken and All Alone心碎我独伤12k WordsCompleted After I died, I became a stray dog and helped my parents escape their desperate situation 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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