
Guilty in This Life, Beyond Redemption for Eternity
此身负罪,永世难赎
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It's very interesting. Those who like sadistic stories are in luck [laughs] It's really sadistic. It tortured me to the point where my heart, liver, and lungs ached. Who knows the saying that everyone is guilty and will never be redeemed [crying] [crying] [crying] Jiang Yuci and Lin Yexi are two little bitter gourds. It's so miserable [crying] [crying] [crying] [Crying] [Crying] [Crying] After reading this, I really, really wanted to kill the time traveler and the system. It made me so angry. [Angry] [Angry] [Angry] How happy would they be without the time traveler and the system? [Crying] [Crying] [Crying] It's so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable.
I wonder if Jiang Yuci will collapse when facing his complete lover when he returns to a time before everything happened. Because "he" once destroyed his true love with his own hands, after he returned to his position, he did not dare to recognize his true love. He was also afraid, because he saw his true love being broken bit by bit with his own eyes, and his pride was ground bit by bit by "himself". Even if the time traveler and the system are erased, Jiang Yuci wins but also loses everything, and his soul is also annihilated bit by bit. Even if the real culprit is not himself, but the pride of his beloved is broken in his own hands, his classmates are harmed by him, and the world he lives in is destroyed because of him, he will collapse. Therefore, facing a world where nothing has happened yet, it is difficult for me not to doubt whether Jiang Yuci doubts the authenticity of the world.
It's so cruel [crying] [crying] [crying] It made me so sad to see it, and I was shocked and saddened later. The time traveler took away my body, destroyed my lover, and even destroyed my world. I know that I am innocent, but I have to bear all the sins [crying] [crying] [crying]
It's very interesting. It's basically a memoir of my deceased wife. You have to read it carefully. My love, what should I do to prevent you from getting hurt?
It's a mixture of sweetness and sadism, but not emotionally sadistic. This plot makes me crazy. The whole story is full of despair and powerlessness. In the first life, there is no possibility of HE at all. They were all destroyed by time travelers [crying] [crying] [crying]
It's a sweet article! But you have to find out the sweetness and pampering inside little by little, because it is in a place you didn't expect! [Almost crying] [Almost crying] This body is guilty and will never be redeemed This body will fall into the endless hell, and it will be difficult to atone for its sins
It hurts, it hurts too much. It can be summed up in one sentence - the raiders robbed my body and forced me to drive my lover crazy. Abuse is abuse, but there is sweetness behind it. It is worth recommending. You can read it. It is very well written.
It's great to watch, and the more you go on, the more exciting it becomes. It's almost full of high energy. The first life was so cruel. Although I like battle damage, it's really sad. That system and the time traveler are really damned! It tortured me to death. There really was no possibility of redemption except BE in the first life. I was shocked every time I watched it, especially the retrospective part about the sacrifice of all beings [crying] [crying] [crying] Jiang Yuci and Lin Yexi must be happy in their second life! [Cry][cry][cry]
It's very interesting to watch. The first life is really super sad [cry][cry][cry]. It's not the kind of mindless torture. The relationship between the two people is not bloody. The torture is the plot. After watching it, you can understand that it is really helpless. Jiang Yuci tried his best to remind Lin Yexi, but he was controlled by the system. Lin Yexi said Something was wrong, but there was nothing they could do about it. None of them could fight against the system. It was obviously not Jiang Yuci's fault, but he was asked to bear the consequences of all his sins. Lin Yexi was obviously so dazzling, but he was pulled down from the altar. This body is guilty and will never be redeemed [crying] [crying] [crying] The time traveler and the system really deserve to die! So sad [cry][cry][cry]
Really, I want Ye Xi to recover his memory, but I don't want him to recover his memory. The 12 years of torture cannot be healed, and the fear engraved in the bones cannot be disappeared, but it would be a pity not to recover the memory. Only one party is bearing the pain of those 12 years... In short, it feels so contradictory. But it doesn't matter. Forgetting everything is the best outcome for them. It's not their fault. There is no need to pay for it with the feelings between the two of them [I'm about to cry]