Name: From the Start in 1937: All She Wants Is to Die
Author: Chrysanthemum Fish

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[Mental Illness + Suicide-Seeking System + Republican Era + Period Setting + Spy Thriller + Brazen Heroine + No Romance + Misguided Assumptions + Heroine Transmigrates Whole + Spectating the Drama] Everyone else who transmigrates tries to make money, seize power, become a spy, or find a man. Zhang Qing transmigrates to try to get herself killed. Zhang Qing suffers from depression and even has self-destructive tendencies. But she’s always been afraid her parents would worry, so she’s kept it to herself and carried on as usual, going to school, getting into college, and finding a decent job after graduation. All the while, she’s secretly tried to end her life several times. Then she transmigrates to 1937, with a suicide-seeking System by her side. The System says that if someone kills her in the Republican era, Zhang Qing can die for good, and her parents in the modern world won’t even remember having a daughter. The System will even compensate them with a huge gift package worth a hundred million. Zhang Qing is overjoyed. What a deal! And how hard can it be to get yourself killed in the Republican era? Gangsters, Japanese soldiers, the Communist Party, the Nationalist Party, and all sorts of factions are tangled up together. It should be easy for her to get herself killed. But things refuse to go her way. From Nanjing to Shanghai and then across all of China, she seems to be everywhere, and becomes a bona fide legend in the Republican era. She is a beacon of hope, a thorn in the Japanese soldiers’ side, and a hero to people around the world for killing them. The Communist Party respects her and treats her as an ally, while the Nationalists both fear and respect her. They’re afraid Hope will show up in front of them with explosives strapped to her body. She begins as a refugee fleeing to Shanghai, then rises step by step to become a famous gang boss and business magnate. A woman, yet she lives freely and fearlessly among collaborators, gangs, the Nationalists, and the Communists.

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Well, in peacetime, this is very catchy, but the Anti-Japanese War requires such people. The Japanese devils will go underground to apologize to their ancestors, hahahahahahahaha, Xiaoqing is so crazy, I like it
44 likes6mo ago
Not bad, not bad, worthy of praise, but it would be better if the heroine did not go around selling things, and it would be better if she could help the party, because I feel that the novel can be illogical, and the heroine can be abnormal, but she should not forget to follow,
21 likes5mo ago
It's a brainless and cool article. It's really cool. Just like this, I fight, fight, and kill. Will there be more people in the organization later? Or is it the heroine who is always the only one? It feels a bit like a large-scale real-person combat game for the heroine. It's really fun. The two current maps are Nanjing and Shanghai. It has been moved from Nanjing to Shanghai. I don't know what will happen next. I asked yesterday and today the organization started adding people. Madam, I like you! ! !
20 likes6mo ago
The writing is quite good, there are no humiliating lyrics or emotional dramas like you love me, I love you. The heroine is crazy, but very charming, and it has the feeling of a variety movie. There are many acquaintances on the stage, and it will be interesting to see the author's plan for the plot. Anyway, look forward to it first and support it first.
17 likes5mo ago
The teacher wrote it very well, and the character of the heroine was also well developed. So far, there are no supporting characters who are unclear, and there are no uncomfortable swear words or vulgar jokes. It's just that the writing style is a little jerky and there are some bad sentences. Come on, teacher.
16 likes5mo ago
I feel sorry for the heroine and pay tribute to every hero! 👍
4 likes5mo ago
Although this book is a bit short, the plot is interesting and the female characters are very good. I hope it will be better.
1 like5mo ago
Update update update update update update update update
1 like5mo ago
It's so beautiful, indescribably delicious, and super enjoyable, but I feel so sorry for the protagonist. I hope it will be updated soon and I hope it has a good ending.
28d ago
Feeling very amazing
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