Crossing into Marriage

This is the story of a woman’s journey through love and hardship, from ignorance to maturity, awakening, and finally understanding the truth and reaching enlightenment. It’s about the everyday lives of ordinary people. “Big sis, what a coincidence running into you here.” I graduated from a prestigious university and was highly educated. I’d met plenty of mature, successful men, yet I fell for Yi Nanfeng, who only had a high school education. After giving in to temptation just once, I got pregnant. “Zhiqiu, since you’re having my baby, let’s get married!” I nodded, blushing. Call it a whirlwind wedding or a shotgun marriage. In our eyes, we got married because we were in love. After the wedding, I had to be both mother and father. My difficult mother-in-law, my mama’s boy of a husband, domestic abuse, cheating, and torment... I forgave him again and again after we married, only to be hurt again and again. I was utterly worn down and regretted it all. “Let’s get a divorce!” “You want a divorce? Hmph. You’ll have to agree to my terms.” I thought I’d finally be free of Yi Nanfeng after the divorce, but an unexpected pregnancy landed me right back in his trap. “Zhiqiu, I was wrong. Just forgive me one last time. Besides, you’re carrying my child, so let’s get remarried!” In the end... I thought my marriage to Yi Nanfeng would take me to heaven. Instead, he showed me how many levels there are in hell. What does marriage bring a woman? One ordeal after another, one trial to overcome after another, tangled love and hate. Who’s right and who’s wrong? A self-sacrificing, tragic yet resilient heroine / A mama’s boy