The Betrothed Young Man Begs for Death

Ning Jisheng once had a childhood filled with his father’s love, but after he was kidnapped, every day became a humiliating struggle. Later, his so-called family found him, but life only grew harder. Living was exhausting, but he didn’t dare die. Then his father petitioned the emperor to arrange his marriage to Shen Rongyun, the Inner Palace’s Chief Eunuch, the White Impermanence who killed on a whim. His sudden change in status only made him realize he had fallen into an even deeper pit. He struggled, hoped, and dreamed, only to be bullied and falsely accused time and again. He was tired. After “Grandpa” died, his life, in which he could neither live nor die, no longer seemed worth anything. So he might as well die. If Shen Rongyun hadn’t occasionally shown Ning Jisheng kindness and protected him, he wouldn’t have mistaken it for a lifeline leading to the light. In the end, the person who hurt him most was Shen Rongyun himself!