Is It Wrong to Be an Older Woman and Marry on a Whim?

I don't know what to say, because I can't understand the darkness of the world of the two male protagonists. Sometimes I feel quite pitiful and quite sad, because they seem to have never known the light since they were young. They are like two thorny hedgehogs. In the black world, they can only comfort, support and pity each other. Even if they know that getting close to each other will cause wounds to bleed, they still have to run for that little bit of warmth, understanding and love. All I can say is, don't chase the light just because you see it. Instead, you have to become that light and work hard to shine.