
I'm Really Not Xilian
我真不是昔涟啊
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 143k Words
- Genre
- Anime Fanfiction
- Updated
- 6mo ago
- English
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Any Books About Xilian? 😦
Give Me Some High-Quality Fanfics, I Have No Particular Requirements. I’ve Had Too Much Garbage Lately
Anime fanfiction or game fanfiction is fine, as long as it's good quality. Please recommend me something.
There Are No Good Honkai: Star Rail Books Anymore
Are there any books about Amphoreus?
Any Novels Where the Protagonist Can Transform into Anime Characters?
The protagonist can choose a character to transform into at any time and use that character's abilities. Not just a roleplaying story where they only get one ability.
Are There Any Books Where Xi Lian Is the Female Lead? Xi Lian Suffers So Much in the Story
Looking for stories similar to "Golden Courtyard: Elysia Remembers Always Likes to Stick Close to Me". I want Elysia! I want Elysia! I want Elysia!!!
Any Stories About Playing Honkai: Star Rail Characters, But Not Set in Honkai: Star Rail?
Looking for Stories Where Characters Play Genshin Impact or Honkai: Star Rail Characters in Other Worlds, No Nation-Building
Looking for books like Building a Teyvat Organization in Detective Conan.
Honkai: Star Rail Stories: I’m Out of Things to Read, Please Help!
Honkai: Star Rail Characters Transmigrate to Other Worlds
Looking for books like "Jujutsu Kaisen: I Cosplayed Silver Wolf and Ended Up at the Shibuya Incident".
Honkai: Star Rail's Castorice and Her Sister + Dragon Raja
Doesn't anyone else think the two sisters, Hyacine and her sister, are a lot like the twin Dragon Kings from Dragon Raja? In the Titan of Death trial, only one of the sisters can survive, and Hyacine has a death dragon. So I wanted to ask if there are any similar books.
Honkai: Star Rail Fanfiction!!!
Looking for books similar to "Honkai: Star Rail: Me, the Number One Fan Favorite Across the Galaxy". I’m looking for Honkai: Star Rail fanfiction.
Looking for Elysia Stories, No Male Leads!!! I Want Girls Being Sweet Together!
Looking for books similar to "At the Brink of Collapse". No male lead!!!
Looking for Stories Where Someone Cosplaying as a Battle-Damaged Genshin Impact or Star Rail Character Transmigrates
I want books similar to Honkai: Star Rail: The Starry Journey of the Geo Archon.
Honkai: Star Rail 3.7 Is Out. Amphoreus Deserves a Happy Ending
Opharos 3.7 is out now. Are there any stories where Tie Mu is defeated once and for all and Xi Lian is prevented from returning to the past?
Cosplaying a Battle-Worn Version and Showing Up in Front of the Real Character
Beautiful, strong, and tragic; injured in battle; everyone imagining things; pretending to be frail. I love you!!!!
Any Stories Where the Protagonist Plays Elysia, but Isn’t in the Honkai World?
Any Novels With Xi Lian as the Female Lead?
I want to recommend my own book. I’m not planning to sign a contract, so this is the only way I can promote it...
Any Stories with Two Female Leads in Honkai: Star Rail?
Hand Over the Honkai: Star Rail Roleplay Stories!
Looking for books similar to "Honkai: Star Rail: Playing as Tongtian, I Split a Star with One Sword".
Characters from miHoYo Games
I want books like Immortality Begins with Playing a Character.
Looking for a Honkai: Star Rail Alternate-universe Fanfic
You're right, but... Lady Black Swan is peerlessly beautiful and unmatched in wisdom. I hereby declare that I have never mocked, ridiculed, attacked, or slandered Lady Black Swan in any way or in any setting. I can never repay Lady Black Swan's kindness ✋
Looking for Novels About Amphoreus
Looking for books like "Honkai: Star Rail: No Joke, This One Is the True Savior". Please, fellow readers, does anyone know any Amphoreus stories?
Looking for Stories About Honkai: Star Rail's Chrysos Heirs to Fill the Void. Nothing Set in the Honkai: Star Rail Universe
Looking for books similar to "Honkai: Star Rail: The Chrysos Heirs Save the World Again".
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Honkai: Star Rail: I Was Walking by the Road and Found Adorable Xilian
I Spent 2,000 Yuan! And You Actually Summoned Xilian!
As Written by the Trailblazer
If I Could Have Another Life, I’d Choose to Love You
The Tree Sea Threw Me into Honkai: Star Rail, So I’m Going to Save Xilian
Xi Lian's Reverse Transmigration: A Romance Unlike Any Other
Honkai: Star Rail: Emperor, Join Xilian in Saving Amphoreus
Xilian's Journey Through the Sea of Trees Universe
Honkai: Star Rail: Reforging Propagation, the Captain Saves Ovon
Honkai: Star Rail: Quietly Listening to Ripples of the Past
Back to the Past? No, Our Journey Isn't Over Yet
I Transmigrated to Sorrowful Village, and My Online Girlfriend Is Actually Xilian?
Transformed into Elysia, I Travel the Myriad Realms
The Fool, the Nuo Mask, and Playing Roles Across the Heavens
Honkai: Star Rail: The Song of Xi Lian’s Homeward Journey
After Cosplaying a Battle-Damaged Mualani, I Became a Femboy
I'm a Galaxy Succubus, Not the Great Lord of Annihilation!
I Cosplayed a Romantic Scholar at a Comic Con and Took the Internet by Storm!
Honkai: Star Rail and Pleasant Goat: Aha Blows Up the Hip-Hop Express from the Start
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This is a great book! It's not a yuri (male-oriented) novel, but rather a yuri story that really suits my taste. These days, there are so few of these. Those dual-female-lead novels in female-oriented fiction always feel weird to me; the tone and mannerisms are so over-the-top, like those palace intrigue novels with concubines and noble ladies—I really dislike that.
It's fantastic. What I like best is the similarity in the characters' core values, unlike other novels where only the names are similar.
It's alright, although it's a bit messy. Surprisingly, it's not bad despite having a little bit of a ☁️ element. Okay, even though it has the bonus of Alice Shilian 🍉, who cares, just forget about it and have fun! 😄
Lezi's writing is excellent, top-notch for fanfiction, but its only drawback is that its lack of originality prevents it from becoming a mainstream hit.
What can I say? You may not have Xi Lian anymore, but you still have me.
Beautiful! It's so rare to find slice-of-life stories with such good writing; I've discovered a gem! 🥰🥰🥰
I'd guess this is a dream from Xi Lian's memories. After all, the original Xi Lian had to wait for thirty million lifetimes outside the world, so it's normal for her to have a dream.
I got my first five stars for this book! The author wrote it really well and it's quite enjoyable. 💕
So cute~~~ Sweet (for now?). Hmm, what words can describe this feeling? It's like a blurry outline being painted with facial features... The smiling image in my memory is gradually becoming clearer, like a pink sunset sky, like bubbles slowly rising from a glass of a beautiful, chilled drink. It's a little sentimental~~ a little happy~~🎶
It looks pretty good. Is it Da Xilian?