He could recite "Pipa Xing" at the age of 4, but started to recite "Sorry" at the age of 5;
When he was 9 years old, he got his first three-star student certificate, and in the same year he wanted to die for the first time;
At the age of 16, he received the award under the brightest spotlight in the province. At the age of 17, he hid in the laboratory building and burned his arms with an alcohol lamp because "pain can calm the brain";
There are two selves living in his body——
One was scolded by his mother as a loser, and the other succeeded in taking the exam for his mother;
One wanted to jump off the 18th floor, and the other locked the window and said, "Don't ruin her face."
On the day he turned 28, he wiped his mother's body, wrote a 21-page suicide note, and burned the 21-year award certificates into ashes one by one.
In the firelight, he heard his 6-year-old self standing on the balcony on a snowy night reciting a poem. He made a mistake in reciting a word, and was slapped like snowflakes.
The little boy turned around and smiled at the 28-year-old:
"Don't be afraid, no one will hit us this time."
This is not someone else's story, it is the shadow of 320,000 "Lin Mo"s.
If your chest feels tight after reading, please close the book, hug your child, and tell him:
No matter where you are in the exam, I love you.
——"I don't want depression to overwhelm children across the country."
