She's Good for Nothing Except Fighting

1. I'm not a good person. During my three years in the mental hospital, I heard countless doctors at the end of the corridor speak of me in low, fearful, and disgusted voices—"violent tendencies." "Dangerous." "A person who's seen ghosts." They prescribed countless medications that made me weak all over, made my brain feel like it was submerged in boiling water, and made me wake up from nightmares every night. I thought I would be locked in this gray building forever, until the day I stopped breathing. But that morning, the sky was unusually dark, the dark clouds pressing down on the roof, making it rumble as if it were about to collapse. (On duty)