After the Little Blind One Loses All Hope

Name: After the Little Blind One Loses All Hope
Author: Xitang

小瞎子心灰意冷后

by Xitang (溪棠)

Status: Completed
Length: 328k Words
Genre: Two Male Leads
Updated: 2y ago
English: Request a translation

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Synopsis

[Proud, high-and-mighty bottom who suffers in silence × scumbag top who loves him deeply at first, then falls out of love]

❤️ It’s been renamed. The original title was He Once Loved Me. Don’t go looking for the wrong one, dear readers~

Qiu Jin is a Beta, yet during college he is passionately pursued by the Alpha Yang Chen.

Everyone says Yang Chen will eventually fall in love with an Omega, but throughout their three years together at university, Yang Chen turns down every flirtation and cherishes Qiu Jin with all his heart.

Later, Qiu Jin is in a car accident and loses his sight.

Yang Chen holds his face and says tenderly, “Xiao Qiu, don’t be afraid. I’ll always take care of you.”

Despite his family’s objections, Yang Chen marries the blind Qiu Jin.

Though Qiu Jin can no longer see, he thinks this must be what love looks like at its best.

He believes he and Yang Chen have a future together.

But a Beta without pheromones can’t smell an Alpha’s pheromones. Pure love can’t keep an Alpha’s heart, nor can Qiu Jin sense the pheromones of another Omega on Yang Chen when he rushes home from outside to spend their anniversary with him.

When Yang Chen’s lover hears that Qiu Jin is blind, they deliberately come to humiliate him. Qiu Jin, unaware of what’s going on, can only crouch helplessly on the floor, cleaning up the mess and apologizing.

Then his hands find shards of porcelain.

In the seventh year, Qiu Jin’s eyesight worsens. He hurries home with his medical report, hoping for comfort from his husband, but feels a pair of shoes on the rack that belong to neither him nor Yang Chen.

Qiu Jin stands frozen at the doorway for a long time, listening as his husband gently coaxes the “guest” who once came to their home: “He’s like a block of wood. No matter how much pheromone I release, he can’t sense it. You’re so much more attentive.”

The Omega in his arms says coyly, “Then divorce that blind man and have a baby with me, okay?”

Qiu Jin tears the report to shreds with trembling hands and walks away…

1. Yang Chen has recently noticed that Qiu Jin has changed. He seems indifferent to so many things now: no longer caring whether Yang Chen comes home late, how long he’s away on business, or who he’s with.

Yang Chen feels inexplicably panicked and hugs him tightly from behind. “Xiao Qiu, this time…”

Qiu Jin pushes him away and says flatly, “Go ahead. I can take care of myself.”

But when Yang Chen comes back, the house is already empty. There’s nothing left but a signed divorce agreement.

2. Yang Chen kneels in the pouring rain, sobbing as he begs his Xiao Qiu to look at him and come home with him.

“Xiao Qiu, I really know I was wrong. There’s no one else this time. I love only you. Please come home with me…”

Qiu Jin pushes him away expressionlessly. “But you disgust me.”

-How am I supposed to love you?

The best and most wretched forms of love are both found in you.

❤ Check the tags to see if they’re your thing:

* Alpha-Beta romance / seven-year itch / not a pure relationship

* Fictional setting / extensive original worldbuilding

* The bottom is blind from the start, and probably won’t recover

* Extremely melodramatic / if you don’t like it, please move on; no author-bashing. Enjoy reading, mwah~

✨ Completed angsty novels: Turns Out I Was Just a Mosquito’s Blood and After Losing Me, the Scumbag A Went Crazy

Stats

119Chapters

854Reads · 30 days

39.3kReads · all time

101Shelf adds, last 14 days

8.0Score

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Reader comments 35

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In chapter 76, Qiu finally filed for divorce... The whole story is so heartbreaking, with the protagonist suffering so much. I hope that in the next life, in some parallel world, Qiu will have loving parents, grow up healthy, and love Xia Chao well, growing old happily together.
13 likes1y ago
The overall atmosphere is very oppressive, creating a suffocating feeling. I cried while reading it; it's a very moving and heart-wrenching story. However, the ending might be a bit regrettable, perhaps a kind of relief for him. It's a pretty good work.
11 likes1y ago
The writing is really good, very immersive, but I'm easily moved to tears and prone to being emotionally affected, yet I just want to read something angsty. So I kept torturing myself, and because of my low tear threshold, I cried all night. Since my heart is a bit fragile and I can't handle too much angst, I kept skipping around while reading, but not that much.
7 likes1y ago
I'm so heartbroken, I feel so bad for our Qiu XX In the next life, Qiu will not love anyone else. He will have loving parents and a successful career. The author's writing is very detailed ヾ(❀^ω^)ノﾞ
6 likes1y ago
It ended badly. Readers who dislike tragic endings should avoid this story 😢
6 likes2y ago
The book is quite good; you can see glimpses of ordinary people in it.
4 likes1y ago
Those who enjoy melodramatic plots might enjoy this, but I still hope the author will write a side story, as I feel it's too unfair to Xia Chao. I'd like a parallel world side story with a happy ending for Xia Chao and Qiu Jin.
4 likes1y ago
The writing is really good, the plot is great, it's really good. I hope Xiao Qiu can meet Xia Chao sooner in her next life...
3 likes1y ago
I didn't dare read the beginning; the later parts were so angsty they made my liver hurt 😢😢😢 The author's writing is really good ❤️❤️❤️
2 likes1y ago
Waaaaah, I cried so much watching this late at night 😢😢
2 likes1y ago