Darling [Xie Yan]

It looks good, but the tears will fall... I feel sorry for Chu Yan. He clearly knows that he has become "abnormal". . From Chu Yan's perspective, the father doesn't care, the mother is absent, the stepmother is disgusted, the elder brother is "hypocritical" (Zhu Bo is just a guess) and the younger brother is domineering, and the person he likes is "gentle and friendly" (Zhou Bo is really just a personal guess omg) and was designed to marry His wish for the prince was shattered, and the prince didn't love him (early stage). His brother and his sweetheart got closer and closer, and his few friends (here, Chuntao Yayue Cuixin) gradually became alienated and even died because of him... In the end, he couldn't even ask for death😢😢

You guys can leave a comment here to comment on the characters that have appeared. I want to know your opinions. Xie Tingli/Chu Yingxi/Ji Qingheng/Ke Zheng/Shilou Fei/Shen Yuanyi/Qu Yubai. The work has great potential, and I'm looking forward to the author's designs, but hope to see some more unexpected highlights. I usually don't like to make comments when reading online literature. One reason is that I am afraid of being scolded by others, and the other is that I am afraid of hurting the author's heart. Today, the author has opened up a lot of avenues of expression, and I have the courage to express my own opinions. If there are any opinions that are different from what you have in mind, please don't worry about it. If you like my understanding, I also look forward to the author's reply to me, thank you very much. 1. The character creation is quite chaotic, and the characters' actions are not very directional. Although the characters have to express their desire for love and inner struggles, the subjectivity and core of the characters are still relatively vague. 2. The story line is unclear, the actions of the surrounding characters are not closely related to the protagonist, and the importance of key sexual behaviors in promoting the plot is not seen. It can be said that under the surface of deep sadomasochism, I cannot see the skeletal structure of the story. 3. I am worried that the author has too much foreshadowing, and the writing power required to conclude the whole text is very high, but he has more than enough intention but not enough power. 4. Thank you Banquet - At the banquet, this party has finished singing and that party has come on stage. It is almost time to thank the "guests". The core of the protagonist Xie Yan that I expected to see during the reading process is the destruction of the evil external environment and the noble pursuit of love and beauty. In the struggle between the two forces, the protagonist's emotions are so torn, and can even be said to be contradictory. I agree with the power of tragedy, and even think that the emotional impact of tragedy is much greater than that of comedy. The author has done a good job in shaping this aspect. However, I also agree with Mr. Zhu Guangqian's discussion in the psychology of tragedy. The sense of sublimity is the most important component of the sense of tragedy. In fact, tragic characters do not need to be in high positions, as long as they have extraordinary passion and will. Such a figure, even a villain, can inspire reverence and praise. Similar to "Petro Goriot" and "All Quiet on the Western Front", the themes are similar to some of Shakespeare's tragedies, but reading them often makes people feel depressed and tearful. One of the important reasons is the lack of sublimity and tragedy. Now I am still in the emotion of pity, sublime. This is what I hope to look forward to in the next reading. 5. A tragic sense of destiny. Pity and fear alone are not enough to produce a tragic effect. The sense of fate in tragedy has two sides, it is both pessimistic and optimistic, it contains both the horror of evil and the nobility and passion of human beings. What it expresses is an aggressive and energetic spirit in a state of surprise and confusion. The protagonists, Ji Qingheng, Ke Zheng and others around them The supporting characters such as the maid and the secret guard are living under this fate. Everyone is shouting - fight, fight, this unfair fate. The frame-up, imprisonment, injury, and deception brought about by the status of the princess cannot humiliate the protagonist's desire to break free. 6. Xie Tingli/Chu Yingxi - the embodiment of selfish desire. There are a thousand Hamlets for a thousand readers. As a reader, I only represent my personal interpretation. One of the protagonists, Xie Tingli, is more evil than good. In my opinion, his entangled goodness also comes from the consideration of his own interests. In my reading experience, Xie Tingli's concern for Xie Yan really started when he was poisoned. Before that, he was more disgusted with Xie Yan's disregard for cats and dogs and his beautiful image being tarnished by despicable people. Yes, I want to emphasize this word, a beautiful image. This may be a prerequisite for the author to create a crematorium for chasing his wife in the later period. However, the character shows a tendency to be inconsistent in all his actions. He is superior to others, has a high position, and is decisive in killing. Inside, all the hesitation, unwillingness, and loneliness were projected onto Xie Yan, which was the beginning of a series of Xie Yan's tragedies. The youthful token, the poison attack, the emperor's punishment, and the assassination on the cruise ship. In all the processes, the accidental and indirect benefits to Xie Yan were to satisfy selfish desires. In my opinion, his love is combined with Zhou Puyuan's hypocrisy and fragility and blindness in trying to maintain family harmony. If they are combined as designed by the author in the end, maybe it will be a happy one. But a cracked mirror will leave cracks after being repaired a thousand times. Xie Tingli also responded to Xie Yan's request. Looking for the dead maid's family may be considered by some people as a good sign for Xie Yan. He rationally analyzed whether Chu Yingxi was poisoned subjectively and refused to admit that most of the young Bai Yueguang's actions revolved around the principle of self-interest. This paternalistic figure like the emperor in the article is really scary. Chu Yingxi - the water reflection of Narcissus. After reading about my brother so far, I feel more like looking at flowers in the mist and fishing for the moon in the water. This is also a point that the protagonist cannot figure out. My brother is too mysterious and his true nature has not been revealed yet. So I can only analyze him as an object. He is Xie Tingli and 8. Other characters have less writing, so they will not be evaluated. But for Lou Fei, I am more worried that too perfect the character creation will create a sense of unreality. His love is more like a childish love, pure and passionate, but as the third prince, his love is even more intense and cannot be reconciled. For a protagonist who desires love so much, a slight deviation is enough to set him on fire and break him to pieces. So the love between them is likely to end in vain. I boldly guess that the next three routes are: first, Lou Fei, as the spark of Xie Yan's awakening, died in the most perfect state of his image. The eternal white moonlight and cinnabar moles are the firewood that fuels the flames of revenge. Second, by adding another side of human flaws and becoming a carrier of Xie Yan's lust, the characters may become more flesh-and-blood. Third, it can only be an ideal ending, taking Xie Yan out of the cage and flying into the distance. @Childbait If the seventh item is swallowed, I will make up for it. 7. Chu Yingxi - the water image of Narcissus. At present, my brother feels more like looking at flowers in the mist and fishing for the moon in the water. This is also the point of the protagonist's perspective that is confusing. My brother is too mysterious, and his true nature has not yet been revealed. So I can only treat him as an object and analyze him as the emotional projection of Xie Tingli and Xie Yan. Let's first talk about why Narcissus is a narcissus. It is borrowed from the story of Narcissus in Western mythology, that is, narcissism. The elder brother is more like the soul need of the prince. He longs for such a kind and perfect person as a partner. Xie Yan is the recipient of SL's desire. When the sense of identity shifts from the needs of the soul to the needs of the slave, the prince naturally embodies the contradiction and panic of choosing between red roses and white roses. That is, the soul spurns Xie Tingli, the subject, and succumbs to what he considers to be his depraved lust, breaking his perfect balance. So it is not difficult to understand why he avoids the judgment of who is his elder brother and younger brother Bai Yueguang. The prince agrees with his elder brother because they are the product of the same kind of people, that is, selfishness, so they have a spiritual understanding. However, Xie Yan expressed clear dislike and resistance to his brother and wanted to break the balance, so the prince would show confusion and punish Xie Yan. This is another reason why I think Xie Yan and the prince will not be together, because Xie Yan is hating the same soul. The prince and his brother were so similar, how could there be a fairy tale ending where the prince and the princess reconciled and got together? They were destined to fight to the death.

I think it's very interesting, the abuse is not pure abuse, Gong himself is very good, but Gong is not from God's perspective, I can understand everything Gong does, Gong could not understand Shou since he was a child, but when Shou was designed and Gong did that, Gong had to sacrifice himself to marry Shou in order to save the life of this unknown person. It is normal for Gong to like Chu Yingxi, Chu Ying The image presented by Xi is perfect. People who don't have a God's perspective will like it. I really like Gong. Gong is a very good person. He just didn't like Shou from the beginning. I really like to watch a Gong go from hating prejudice at the beginning to falling in love with Shou step by step. It's really interesting. The abuse is just right. The plot is very interesting. Please, don't switch to Gong.

After reading Dong Shi Niang's "Thousands of People Disliked the Gloomy Suffering from His Rebirth", I have always liked reading first-person novels. The author's writing is very good. Chu Yan's character design really poked me. I actually cried when I read it in the early stages. He is just a child who wants someone to love him. I hope the author will write more and more brilliantly! Come on, come on, come on!

Let me leave a review first. The sadistic part is really sadistic. The sense of first-person substitution was so strong that I felt a little dazed while watching it. As I am older, I can't watch sadistic stories. But the writing is quite delicate and I can sympathize with Chu Yan's mental state. I also like the way of switching perspectives. It's really funny to observe everyone's reaction from a third perspective () Leave a comment again. If you two have such bad tempers and misunderstand me again, I will have a heart attack. Is there no one to save me? Prince, just be tough, Tsundere is so arrogant, where is Tsundere, you are really interesting. Chu Yan is hateful and pitiful. I feel sorry for him but I still want to say you should be more careful. I'm desperate. I feel so uncomfortable.

I read it in one sitting, it was great! The writing is really good! There are really few authors with such strong writing skills on Tomato! In fact, what touched me the most was the author's characterization of Baby Chu Yan. The character of Chu Yan in the early stage is too charming. I really like it in my xp (I have never seen anyone I like so much in the whole year of 2024). He has the image of a lunatic who does everything based on emotion and is desperate for his life. If someone gives him a ladle to drink, he will drink it back with a spring of water. At the same time, if others stumble him, he will resist desperately (it seems a bit too much). Because he has never received love, he does not expect pity from others. In short, he has the pleasure of revenge, but at the cost of himself. But when he really gets love, or is about to be loved, he will also feel involuntarily greedy. This is in line with common sense. Even if it may lack some of the excitement and excitement of the novel, it can be a transitional one. Because I was thinking at the time, if the character of the real Chu Yanbaby remains unchanged, firstly, the plot is difficult to develop, and more importantly, I feel that he is too heartbreaking and regretful for me. He is a pitiful character with a notorious reputation. With such a tragic childhood experience, if he goes all the way to the end, only death can relieve him. Living in melancholy and hatred every day is too torturous. The second volume, I think, is Chu Yan's own process of searching for himself. He began to search for love, freedom, and self. He gradually broke away from his hatred of others and lived by himself. He answered a lot of questions and sublimated the theme. So I think the focus of the article can be placed here, rather than his feelings about several offenses. First of all, it's a bit pretentious, and there will definitely be some jealousy in the process, and the possibility of Chu Yan's character collapsing, which I don't want to see. Of course, the emotional line must be indispensable. This is definitely the key point for me to watch female videos and gay videos. I just hope that during this period, Baby Chu Yan will not be written as an idiot who doesn't understand anything all day long. He is addicted to love and burps (he was hurt so badly that he really can't watch it at all). He can really develop into multiple people in the future. It won't be a matter of switching attacks. It's just that the two have a grudge. He needs to thank the prince for his efforts. However, it must serve the plot. In this regard, the author does not need to care about the opinions of our readers and follow his own ideas and pen to write such an excellent article. I'm definitely following this article! ! !

It's really good to watch. I read it overnight and cried for a long time. The abuse is really sad. The author's writing skills are very good and make people feel the same. Yanbao is miserable, but it's really cute and vivid. Feiyan is delicious. Yan is worthy of all the love. Looking forward to the update. I hope things can be reconciled in the future. The relationship between Yan and the prince is so unequal and feels very unfair. Why does the prince still have the nerve to lose his temper? I don't think he realizes his mistakes. Will he really regret it? It just feels like Yan is ungrateful. Whose love do you think you are getting? That is the love of the prince. He is always aloof and the most annoying thing is to show off. Yan suffered a lot. He was abused by the great Chu Sanchu and his father when he was a child. When he grew up, he was forced to marry the prince and was abused by the prince. He was ostracized by a bunch of people in the prince's palace. He was abused by the dog emperor. Later, he suffered from cold poison and lost his memory. Later, a new hero was added, and he was targeted and abused by Shen Shihe. Tutorial on seeking happiness at a banquet

It's very interesting. The author wrote about Yan's emotional state in a very full and heart-wrenching way. However, I still chose the official role. Although I wanted to change my story halfway through reading it, I still felt that it was not Xie's fault. The environment he lived in was so good. They were not from the same world at all, so he wanted to I can't imagine Yan Yan's pain and helplessness over the years. I can understand him. If Prince Xie doesn't change in the later period, I will change CP. Now I feel that Chu should be a good person, and Chu and I can fight (forget it if he is not a good person). If Fei's words, I will just eat [shy] [shy]. This book is really great, I love it❤️Looking forward to it

It's so beautiful. I feel like I hate and love at the same time. It has a strong sour feeling (pure pain bushi). I can only say that I'm waiting for the end of all the hardships. Waiting for Xie Sui to learn how to fall in love with someone. Waiting for Chu Yan to wait for someone he can depend on enough. In fact, they are two poor little people. They like someone but don't know it. I like to watch this kind of feeling that my heart is being pulled. It feels good.

[Reviewed on Chapter 186, about 3-4 of the outline] Reply to the questions that everyone is most concerned about: ① The main text of this article is 1v1, and after the ending, there will be an extra if, and every character will be complete. ②It was very sad in the beginning, but it will be sweeter after chapter 50, but this turning point did not happen overnight. The bad reviews said that I was a fraud and there was no crematorium. ▲It's because I haven't written it yet▲I haven't written it yet▲Please don't criticize me anymore. ③There is no abuse for the sake of abuse. The plot of abuse is all foreshadowed in advance. Please don't say that I don't love Yanbao. Everyone who watches it feels sorry for his situation, not to mention me who writes in the first person. I spent a lot of effort in shaping the character. It's really sad to see such comments. ④In addition, thank you for accompanying me for a long time. It's hard to express love in writing. I'm very grateful! ! [Send heart][Send heart][Send heart]