
My Suicide Attempt Failed, and a Monster Parasitized My Heart
开局自杀失败,心脏被怪物寄生
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 779k Words
- Genre
- Urban
- Subgenre
- Urban High Martial Arts
- Updated
- 2y ago
- English
- Request a translation
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Looking for Horror Novels. The Scarier the Better, Preferably Pure Horror
Everyone’s welcome to submit recommendations! So many horror novels start out scary and then turn into adventures or something. I hope you can recommend some genuine horror novels. The scarier, the better. Ideally, they’ll leave you feeling terrified and chilled to the bone.
The Cover Was Bright Red and the Title Had Two Characters. I Forgot the Name, Please Help!
The Male Lead Gets Infected and Controlled, Changing Until He's No Longer Human
I've Recently Gotten into High Martial Arts: SSS-Rank Talent, No Hiding It, No Female Lead
Looking for books like "Global Awakening: Dual Wind and Fire Affinities from the Start".
The Protagonist Fuses with an Eldritch Creature and Undergoes Strange Changes
Eerie Cultivation, White-Bone Foundation Building, Heretical Paths, Conspiracies, Parasitism, and the Unknowable
Pay attention to the genre. I'll block recommendations with the wrong genre, badly written descriptions, copied author descriptions, or books pushed by studios.
The Protagonist Completely Abandons the Light and Plunges into the Deepest Darkness.
Any Novels Where the Protagonist Is Used as a Test Subject, Has Their Genes Altered, and Becomes Powerful?
Stories about someone becoming powerful and then escaping from a laboratory, that sort of thing.
Any Good Parasite Novels?!
Stories About Stripping, Parasitizing, Devouring, Evolving, Fusing, and Absorbing
Any Dark Novels With a Parasitic Organism as the Protagonist?
Any Stories About Someone Becoming a Parasite That Controls People?
Great Novel Recommendations, Any Genre
Looking for a Book Where the Protagonist Is Parasitized and Transformed by a Nonhuman
I read a book a while ago where the protagonist used to be very fat, then a nonhuman parasite transformed him into a handsome guy. Later, under the nonhuman's influence, he went off to hunt other nonhumans and attracted the authorities' attention.
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I've read many books of this type, but from the beginning to now, I still think this one is the best. Shen Jiuge didn't just lie down after having Xiao Jiu. Despite being attacked by the three S-class nurse sisters, she was still able to inflict some damage on the abnormal creatures...
So far, it's well-written and has potential. It has some Parasyte elements. Right now, I feel the most important thing is the character development of the protagonist. It absolutely cannot be written in a wrong way or have any bad points. I will continue to read it and maybe send some free gifts or something.
It's possible, but the people around the protagonist are too dangerous. At the beginning, the protagonist's brothers and parents all died. Later, he saved a girl, and I thought she would have some role to play. But after only a few chapters, the protagonist's agency and the little girl also died. However, it does help to establish the protagonist's cold personality more quickly.
It's pretty good. The writing is smooth, the plot is coherent, and it's logical. It's just that the pace gets a bit too fast in the later stages. It's really hard to watch the characters die one by one and to say goodbye to the people the protagonist has been with. The regrets are irreparable, and the angst gets a bit too intense in the later stages. The protagonist is cautious and trustworthy.
It's great! The writing is very interesting; sometimes it's very enjoyable to read, and other times a closer look gives me a fright. The plot is also very good, not dragging at all, the pacing is excellent, and the character development is good; each character has their own unique traits. Keep up the good work, author!
I support the protagonist's personality, but I don't want him to be bound by saving the world later on.
It's so good, I'm so sad! The post-production felt rushed, maybe because of low bandwidth? It's so beautiful 😭 I hope Jiu Ge and Xiao Jiu live happily ever after. It's so sad that all my favorite characters died (kneeling).
May 25, 2025 - Read completed I read this book on and off until the end. There are quite a few characters, and they are all very well-developed. It's a bit sad that the Chaos Organization had a bad ending, but the ending is still a happy one. I'm looking forward to Xiao Jiu's side stories.
It's a great show, the plot is great, but I feel like a lot of people might die, so I wonder if anyone can stay by the protagonist's side the whole time? 🤔
Great! I hope it gets longer, at least 600 chapters! It's so well-written, I really don't want it to end so soon!