
My Suicide Attempt Failed, and a Monster Parasitized My Heart
开局自杀失败,心脏被怪物寄生
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 779k Words
- Genre
- Urban
- Subgenre
- Urban High Martial Arts
- Updated
- 1y ago
- Source
- Fanqie
Stats
369Chapters
552Reads
8.2Score
104Shelves
53Listens
95.8kReads · all time
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I have read many books of this type, and from the beginning to now, I still think this book is the best. Shen Jiuge didn't just want to lie down just because he had Xiao Jiu. He could still cause certain damage to abnormal creatures under the attack of the three S-level nurse sisters... Another point is that Xiao Jiu was actually able to make a contract with No. 2 Of the same kind. I'm so happy [face covering] sum it up in one word! Most books have a female protagonist as soon as they are written. I am not opposed to having a female protagonist, but it would be a bit abrupt to forcibly add a female protagonist and an emotional scene halfway through the writing. In fact, I just hope that the author will not add a female protagonist. I believe that most readers come here because Shen Jiuge fights monsters and upgrades. Anyway, I came here for this... But back to the point, the author, please give it a try [blowing kiss] I like it very much and will definitely follow it to the end [send heartfelt]
So far, the writing is good, has potential, and has some elements of a parasitic beast. At the moment, I feel that the most important thing is the shaping of the protagonist's personality. It must not be written crookedly or have any poisonous points. I will continue reading and give out free gifts or something.
It is indeed possible, but the people around the protagonist are too dangerous. At the beginning, the protagonist's brother and parents are dead. Later, he saves a girl, thinking that there is some drama. Unexpectedly, just a few scenes later, the office where the protagonist works and the little girl are also dead. However, it can really shape the protagonist's indifferent character faster.
It's pretty good, the writing is smooth, the plot is coherent, and logical, but the speed in the later stages is a bit faster. Watching the characters in the book die one by one, and parting with the people who have been with the protagonist, is really a bit uncomfortable. The regret cannot be made up, and the knives in the later stages are a bit dense. The protagonist is cautious, trustworthy, and a serial symbiont. The death of his friends and family but the inability to kill the culprit made him feel powerless and became his shadow, so he wanted to do his best to protect the people he cherished, such as everyone in Heyue. Xiao Jiu (No. 9) Is a creature with an abnormal sequence and a symbiosis of Jiu Ge. After coming into contact with human emotional memories, he became confused about the way forward and began to search for the meaning of his existence. Finally, through contact, he created a false Blue Star. As long as the people in this false world can defeat the Ten Sequence, the falsehood will become real. Ran Yi is an overly smart genius and an absolutely sane scientist. It can be said that without his help, the world will eventually be annihilated. It can be regarded as a relationship of mutual use with the protagonist. After all, sometimes his actions are really disgusting. Mu Hanbai, an experimental subject in the form of a purple dragon, accidentally killed his parents during the experiment and activated the body's protective mechanism to block his memory. In fact, he likes the little dragon people, and it is indeed pitiful. The Chaos Sect has become increasingly powerful under his leadership. He does his best to protect the experimental subjects, loves them, and treats them as his own relatives, because he knows their pain and does not want them to live in a stable place, but in the end During the riots, he still retained nothing. He was the only experimental subject who remained sane. Even if he knew the truth, it was too late. Maybe if Ran Yi had not conducted the aberration experiment, none of this would have happened. In this life, he has only chosen a path of no return that can only be followed to the end. Lu Xiuzhu is one of the three symbionts. His symbiote is a little medical fairy with a strong ability to heal and soothe. He has helped the protagonist many times. He is also the one who rescued the protagonist after he was parasitized. He also helps the protagonist when he loses control, probably because they are in similar situations. Zhou Chengyuan, the eldest son of the Zhou family, went to Rongcheng City because of a quarrel with his father. His father Zhou Qian loved him very much and immediately stopped attacking when he saw him... He is a person who has a deep friendship with the protagonist and is also the earliest character. He became the captain of the black team in Rongcheng City and gave great help to the protagonist. He also had a life-and-death relationship with the protagonist. He was killed while investigating the human experimental organization and was tortured terribly... This is also a pity, but in the end Jiu Ge avenged him, Ye Liangchi, Ye Wenxiao's younger brother, met the protagonist during a mission. He likes to pretend to be aloof, but he is a very nice person and his powers are easy to use (nod). He is rejected because of his identity. Will you be my team member? This makes him give up his packaging. He has a very good relationship with his brother, but for the sake of the overall situation, Wen Xiao can only sacrifice to let the six provinces return. This cannot be changed, and it is also a pity. What about your brother? He also has reliable teammates... Doesn't he? Jiang Zhiruo, Xu Lou, Zhang Cheng, Gu Yiqing, Sima Zhai, Meng Xiangling, Xue Jie, Fan Fengyu, Xie Ziqian, Shu Wang, Cui Lou, Zhou Qian, Li Xuanfu, Bi Miaomiao, Bi Yelin are also quite unforgettable, especially the part with Ziqian, Ziqian, you are my best bestie! And her little girl…swears to protect the young lady to the death. Xiao Jiu is really doting on him. After all, the protagonist is the first person he meets when he comes here. He is also the first person he understands in the false world, and he has become the most important one. Never separate, we will embrace each other eventually. No saint, you can eat it with confidence
It's beautiful. . . . The description is very interesting. Sometimes it is very enjoyable to read, and sometimes it scares me when I look closely. The plot is also very good,,,, it is very good without any delay,,,, the character creation is also good, each character has his or her own characteristics,,,, good luck to the author
Support the protagonist's character, but do not want the protagonist to be bound by salvation later on
It's so beautiful, wow wow, I was in a hurry in the later stage, is it because the traffic is not good? It's so beautiful😭 Jiu Ge wants to live happily with Xiao Jiu. It's so sad that all the characters that I like are dead (kneeling)
2025.5.25 Read I read this book to the end intermittently. There are quite a lot of characters and the images are very full. It's a bit sad that the Chaos Organization died, but the ending is still good. I'm looking forward to Ishou Xiaojiu's extra story.
It's very interesting and the plot is very good, but I feel that a lot of people may die, so can someone be by the protagonist's side all the time? [Thinking]
It's great. I wish it could be longer, at least 600 chapters. It's so well written and I really don't want it to end so soon.