Narcissus: After the Tragic Female Side Character Jumped Off a Cliff, She Returned to the Past

Name: Narcissus: After the Tragic Female Side Character Jumped Off a Cliff, She Returned to the Past
Author: Picking Snow

水仙：悲惨女配跳崖后回到了过去

by Picking Snow (挑雪)

Status: Completed
Length: 835k Words
Genre: Two Female Leads
Updated: 1y ago
English: Request a translation

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Synopsis

Xie Mingze killed her entire family. One of his admirers crippled her cultivation, ruined her face, and threw her into a medicine vat. After escaping by sheer luck, she lived only to take revenge.

No matter how carefully she planned, Xie Mingze always found a way to escape with his life, until she dragged him down into the Abyss of Reflection with her.

No one who falls into the Abyss of Reflection ever comes back alive. Just when she thought she had finally avenged herself, she unexpectedly discovered the truth about the world at the bottom of the abyss.

The world she lived in was nothing more than a book. She was merely a supporting character, while the Xie Mingze she could never manage to kill was the book's male lead. She had thought that dragging him into the abyss would end his life, but it was actually the beginning of his fateful encounter with the female lead, the Divine Healer.

The Divine Healer would save him, and they would live happily ever after.

Why? How was that fair?

She was unwilling to accept it, furious and resentful, yet powerless to change anything.

Carrying all that resentment, she opened her eyes and found herself back in the past, before any of it had happened.

Her family was alive and well, and so was “she.”

She had met another version of herself.

That girl was naive and carefree, laughing with innocent joy. Her biggest worries each day were that her cultivation technique was too difficult and that the cook had put green peppers in lunch again.

Her heart, twisted long ago, grew more tormented. What right did that girl have to be so happy?

A selfcest romance, with a slow-burn relationship. She looks down on her past self while protecting her from every possible harm.

After enduring so much pain, the only person she can trust is herself.

Other names

After Being Reborn, I Actually Fell in Love with Myself重来后我竟然爱上了自己Alternate title on Fanqie

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733Reads · 30 days

145.4kReads · all time

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A rare female Narcissus text. This is the first female-oriented Narcissus novel I've ever read, and also the first yuri novel. It feels a little awkward, but it's also really enjoyable. I don't know what to say, it's just so good! I hope the author updates more often!
121 likes2y ago
It's so beautiful, Narcissus is truly divine! [Please update more frequently!] The plot is tight and doesn't drag at all. It has satisfying moments, but it's not just pure revenge. It really resonated with me. Narcissus is so satisfying!! Author, keep up the good work! (ง ˙O˙)ว
67 likes2y ago
This is my first time reading a story with two female leads, and I'm still following it. I have to say I really like it... The only annoying thing is that I like reading other people's chapter comments, and there are always people in them feeling sorry for the male supporting character 😅 It's so annoying!
66 likes1y ago
The relationship progresses slowly, which perfectly aligns with Su Yueji's personality and concerns. Falling in love with her past self is absurd; initially, she only wanted Su Xian to escape her fate, but later found it difficult to separate, foreshadowing a shift in Su Yueji's feelings.
56 likes2y ago
No wonder I like her so much! Turns out she's by the same author as Xiaofeng and Ayue 💕. I hope Su Xian grows up quickly and wins over his (wife's) heart 😏
53 likes2y ago
Narcissus and lilies are a rare subject. However, this doesn't detract from the book's excellence. The writing style is average, not bad but not particularly outstanding. I think the storyline is the strongest point, the biggest plus of the book. I hope the author can continue to excel and expand their reach on this unconventional path. (Why are there so few narcissus and lilies! More, I love reading this!)
37 likes2y ago
The writing style and content are rare gems among Tomato's works; the emotions are delicate, and the plot could be a bit tighter. I hope there will be more scenes of Master Su pretending to be weak while actually being strong, and more of the young apprentice's care for his master. 😏 Keep writing, it's sure to be a huge hit!
29 likes2y ago
Narcissus stories are my absolute favorite!!! Please update soon!! Don't stop updating! The plot is original, the characters are well-developed, and the storyline is full of twists and turns!
23 likes2y ago
Recommended. The novel is short yet concise, with a smooth and coherent storyline. I personally found the content, unfolding from the theme (I fell in love with myself), quite captivating. The story features two female protagonists (Yueji and Su Xuan), whose relationship evolves from Yueji's initial attempt to save the Su family to their collaborative efforts, interwoven with their emotional…
17 likes1y ago
Okay, that's very well written. The story is well-organized and captivating. There's nothing out of place. With over 10,000 likes and nearly 3,000 hours of reading experience, I can confidently say that this book is absolutely the most enjoyable dual-female-protagonist novel I've ever read.
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