A Moment of Pleasure

On my birthday, Xi Nian took me out to cheer me up. That was also the day we got into a car accident on the way home. He died on the spot, but I survived. Everyone looked at me like I was their enemy. My brother let the girl he sponsored abuse me and take everything I had. Looking down at me, he said, "Get lost. Don't let me see you again!" My best friend led the bullying, holding my head down in a toilet. "Jiang Bai, why wasn't it you who died?" Later, just as they wanted, I climbed to the top of a thirty-eight-story building. But then they regretted it. 1. I