Notes from the Gray Tower

First of all, the abridged version, the original version is in JJ, but it is incomplete. I finished reading it in the middle of the night with mixed emotions. Narratives in the context of war are always tragic. Love is love, but the current situation is the current situation, indifference is real, and determination is also real. I really like those ingenious twists, such as the gray tower notes and the blank notebook. For the first time, it made me feel that the first person can be so wonderful. A wonderful book.

Although he, I still feel that it is better to have a be. Allen's final compromise was frustrating. This ending is too good for Andermund. He is a good politician but not a good lover. "Honey, do you see the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer loved you. "

This book is really well written, with such delicate emotions and words... In the end, Andermon was actually forgiven by Allen, even if the price was to kill Allen. (I don't know how to say it. The word forgiveness is by no means accurate... Maybe it's not forgiveness, but Allen is just too soft-hearted and kind, so he chooses to let it go. Or maybe, he is just tired, but he is unable to compete.) "My dear, have you seen the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer love you."

"I just want to tell people who see this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after the victory in the war. He missed the blue sky of the school and the young professor with bent eyes and smile under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but he will not be happy." "Both the military and war can change a person from the deepest part of his soul." "My dear, have you seen the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer love you." ——"Gray Tower Notes" After reading it, I felt a little uncomfortable, but I couldn't express it. I didn't have any big mood swings. It felt weird. It's not that I don't like Undermon, it's just that he doesn't suit Allen well. Jane Castle is a really good girl, but it's a pity. It's very nice. This book makes me feel like the fog in London. It's gray and gloomy. No one can escape that fog. Everyone is being rotated by the gears of the times. Many people died before dawn. What about those who survived? Will Allen, who has lost his memory, really live happily in that post-war land? If life is just like the first meeting, if they are destined to be victims of the times, it would be better for everything to be frozen in the encounter under the apple tree.

This is the abridged version. This is the second time I've watched it [crying] [crying]. Every time I have a different feeling. War will really change a person from the deep. The writing is delicate. I think the best thing about this book is that the description of cryptography is not difficult at all and is easy to understand. The character descriptions are really great, even the supporting roles are well written.

Love under war is always involuntary. In the end, Allen was tired and didn't want to love anymore. He just wanted to keep his own memories to maintain his personality. But Andermont was unwilling to let go and erased Allen's memory, creating a false and prosperous happiness. This he ending makes the story even more fatalistic and sadistic. Everything was written on the eve of Allen losing his memory, and all tragedies were already doomed.

Honey, do you see that gray watchtower? The moment I saw him, I suddenly felt that I didn't love you anymore. If there was no war, Allen would discuss mathematics with his friends in the sunny classroom, and walk hand in hand with his lover on the campus paths...

I just want to tell anyone who sees this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after victory in the war. He missed the clear blue sky of the school and the young professor with his eyes bent and smiling under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily.

I just want to tell anyone who sees this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after victory in the war. He misses the clear blue sky of the school and the smiling lover with his eyes bent under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily. Andermund, do you see the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer loved you.

On January 23, 2024, the S-level reading ended. Holiday,3rd The protagonist, Alan Custer, is a student in the Department of Mathematics at the University of C. The story begins when Alan meets Professor Anmond because of a small piece of code. As geniuses in mathematics and decryption, the two are like-minded and their souls fit with each other. However, Alan's parents are suspected of leaking information, and Anmond does not want Alan to join the espionage organization. After a series of twists and turns, Alan enters the organization and accidentally discovers the truth about his parents. His friend Edgar also has an unusual identity. Alan, who was deceived and imprisoned, is in pain, and is forced to lose his memory under the medicine of another friend, the psychiatrist Arnold. Before losing his memory, Allen wrote these contents in the observation tower where he was imprisoned, which is called "Gray Tower Notes". The end of chapter 7, verse 41, ends with: "When I picked up the pen again, it seemed like all the time was flooding into my memory at the same time, which was unbearable for my mind. They disrupted my sense of time, confused my logic, and made me unable to distinguish between the past and reality. There were footsteps outside the door. I thought it was Arnold and his assistant. Maybe Andemon will come to stay with me, or maybe he won't. These may be the last words I write. I just want to tell anyone who sees this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after victory in the war. He missed the clear blue sky of the school and the young professor with his eyes bent and smiling under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily. " In my humble opinion, this is a good ending. In the extra chapter, Allen and Anmond fall in love, which will make the current Allen feel painful. Allen, who has lost his memory, also expressed his discomfort. Anmond's behavior may be helpless, and his words and deeds have indeed caused indelible harm to Allen. The change of emotions in the book is a very important line. Whether it is the affection between the two protagonists, the affection that transcends friendship, or the affection that goes out of their way to serve the country, the affection between family members is always strong and contagious. However, due to personal lack of relevant experience, some of the emotions are too abrupt in my opinion, and it is difficult to understand them. The cruelty of war is also part of what the book wants to express. War separates families, breaks friendships, destroys trust, prices soar, and people live in a state of uncertainty, displacement, and panic. After the war, some people who dedicated themselves to the war did not live an "ordinary and happy" life. Sincerely wish: The dawn never dies, justice lasts forever