A Depressed Person's Soliloquy
抑郁者的独白
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 80k Words
- Genre
- Modern Romance
- Subgenre
- Workplace & Marriage
- Updated
- 3y ago
- Source
- Fanqie
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I envy the protagonist in the book for having the courage to travel. I don't know why I'm alive, why I can't be happy, why I'm so unlucky... Those people would just say just look away, but no one has ever cared about me. They really feel sorry for me, but their false concern and indifferent words also make me despair.
I wish depression will disappear from the world soon, and I hope utopia can appear!
It is said that interesting souls are only one in a million. Interesting souls are never scarce. They are just polished and have smooth edges. They sucked my life from the shackles in my heart, bit by bit, and made my soul numb and hesitant. It made me repeatedly taste the contradictory pain, numbing my life and wasting time. I closed my eyes at night and wanted to rest, but it was one dream after another. I longed to rest, to slow down and lie on the ground, letting the rain soak through my clothes, and letting the noisy voices in my ears disrupt my thoughts. No, I shouldn't have had any more thoughts at that time. I just lay quietly and cleared away all my worries. That "time lying on the ground" was very comfortable, and I forgot all the despicable thoughts I had. I thought my "cage" had long been broken free, but maybe I was wrong. I was like standing on a pressure bomb, relying on my spirit to maintain balance. This moment of balance was just the care of the goddess of luck. Finally, another snowflake fell and broke this peaceful balance. Only you know the days when everyone can't breathe. The rain was pouring down, and I couldn't see the way I came from. All the crabapple flowers I planted along the way withered. "When there is a crack in a person's heart, no one else can notice it. No one else will notice until one day, there is a "bang" explosion."
My life feels so powerless every day, and every day is a repetitive mental torture.
You wrote too little, and it was finished before it was recommended and distributed. Otherwise, you would definitely have achieved results. Your writing talent is very strong. If you like it, writing can definitely become another kind of life for you.
I hope that the tenderness of the world will cover your body and dispel your fatigue from the day, so that you can sleep peacefully with the soft moonlight and the sweet dreams in your bed.
Very good author, very delicate writing style
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The writing is good, but looking at the name, I thought it was about the experience of fighting depression or methods to combat depression, but so far, almost all I have seen are travel diaries [laughing][laughing]
The writing is very good and the feelings are real.