
A Lifetime of Regrets, A Heart Still Unable to Let Go
负尽流年意难平
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 57k Words
- Genre
- Ancient Romance
- Subgenre
- Palace & Household Intrigue
- Updated
- 7y ago
- English
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Angsty Stories That Put the Heroine Through Hell, Really, Really Badly
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Heartbreakingly Angsty Stories That Make Your Heart Hurt
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Fortunately, the female lead has always been his A-Li, not someone else's substitute.
It's been a long time since I've read a novel of this type. It's not just sad for the sake of being sad; it feels like the characters are both holding back, yet their love is intense. I was really moved when General Lu died. Overall, it's a very good novel!
"For the sake of all living beings, I almost lost you forever... Ah Li, I don't care about the world anymore. I want to be selfish just this once, just for you, okay?" "Through the netherworld and the heavens, I will be with you."
Xiao Zhan ❤️ A Li (Lin Qingli, Consort Li) From beginning to end, Xiao Zhan loved A Li in his own way. For ten years, Xiao Zhan carried too much on his shoulders; death was a release for him. There's a touch of reluctance, a touch of sadness. For others, ascending the throne is an immense honor, but for Xiao Zhan, it was the beginning of tragedy. Hello, Xiao Zhan in another world.
I really enjoy this type of novel! The plot is original and very exciting!
This book was truly worth reading overnight. It's not just angst for the sake of angst, nor does it follow the clichéd patterns of misunderstandings, mistaken identities, and desperate attempts to win back a lost love. It can be called a tragedy, with no resolution. He carried too much burden in his life, hoping to spend it with her in the next.
"All living beings..." He murmured, his eyes gradually losing focus, "It was for the sake of all living beings that I almost lost you forever... Ah Li, I don't care about all living beings anymore, I want to be selfish just this once, just for you, okay..." 😭😭😭
This is the best ending for him and me. In this life and for all eternity, nothing and no one can ever separate him from me. You were never a substitute, you are my beloved A-Li.
2022.6.19 1:12 I finished watching it in an hour. The world is full of unspeakable things that begin with love and end with love.
It was so heartbreaking, I cried buckets. I felt so uncomfortable and sad, especially the ending was so cruel 😢😢😢