Even Love and Longing Betrayed Me
风月也曾负相思
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 50k Words
- Genre
- Ancient Romance
- Subgenre
- Palace & Household Intrigue
- Updated
- 7y ago
- English
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1. The deepest unrequited love: There are trees on the mountain, but no branches on the trees; I love you, but you do not know. 2. The thing I want to do most in spring: The spring water is bluer than the sky, and I sleep on a painted boat listening to the rain. 3. The most carefree state of mind: Spring has a hundred flowers, autumn has the moon, summer has cool breezes, and winter has snow.
This book is incredibly heart-wrenching. When Canglan was by Feng Qi's side, Feng Qi constantly tormented her. After Canglan left, Feng Qi tormented himself. Finally, they met and got married, but Canglan was about to die. It's so painful.
Canglan is dead "My life was saved by the Lord." Lonely Cloud Isle, a place of unresolved sorrow. "I finally grew sunflowers, but you're no longer here." Canglan and Fengqi finally got married. "My wife." "My husband." The ending is bad, but the content is good. The beginning is cruel to the female lead, and the end is cruel to the male lead.
So many beauties have withered, so many loves have been shattered, leaving only blood-stained ink and weeping graves. Her injuries were enough to sever all her expectations of him deep in her heart, and finally... You can stop now. This sorrow has nothing to do with the wind or the moon; the greatest bitterness in my life is unrequited love.
"Yunzhou, by the time you read this letter, I will already be gone. I owe you a debt of love in this life, and I will repay it in the next." I wish to be with you forever in the next life. Since I have already pledged my love to Feng Qi in this life, I can only hope for the next life. My sunflowers are planted, but you're no longer here. —From "Even Love and Romance Have Bearn Bitter Resentment"
Canglan, remember your promise to Guyunzhou in your next life. "I hope that in your next life, you and he (Gu Yunzhou) can find each other first, making up for the regrets you had in your previous life."
I have a question, I'm a bit curious about it, and this is just my personal opinion. Could someone please help me clarify it? If Feng and Ming are truly in love, then what about Cang? He's someone Feng saved, who then acknowledges Feng as his master and loves him so humbly. To put it nicely, he's a subordinate who was saved by his master and loves him humbly and cautiously.
Canglan's love was too humble; even when hurt to the extreme by the one she loved, her love remained. Gu Yunzhou was her best destiny; if there is an afterlife, may she be happy with Gu Yunzhou. In a way, all of this can be attributed to the female protagonist's own actions. Although it wasn't entirely her fault, her deeply humble love for her lord ultimately led to her tragedy.
A truly excellent angst-filled story. Canglan's love runs deep; she's even willing to stab herself five times to bless him, yet he hurts her time and time again. After her death, she suffers unrequited love and lifelong regret. Sob sob, it's so heartbreaking! I love this kind of short, angst-filled story, author. Keep it up! (✪▽✪)
This book is so good, it's so heartbreaking! I really hope Canglan and Guyunzhou end up together.