
Even Love and Longing Betrayed Me
风月也曾负相思
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- Completed
- Length
- 50k Words
- Genre
- Ancient Romance
- Subgenre
- Palace & Household Intrigue
- Updated
- 7y ago
- Source
- Fanqie
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1. The deepest secret love: There are trees in the mountains, but the trees have branches, and my heart is happy for you, but you don't know it. 2. What I most want to do in spring: the spring water is bluer than the sky, painting a boat and listening to the rain to sleep. 3. The most leisurely and contented state of mind: flowers in spring, moon in autumn, cool breeze in summer and snow in winter. If there is nothing to worry about, it is a good time in the world. 4. The life you most yearn for: egrets flying in front of Xisai Mountain, peach blossoms and flowing water with mandarin fish fat. Green bamboo hat, green coir raincoat, slanting wind and drizzle do not need to return. 5. The most relaxing scene: relaxing with poems and books on the pillow, and the scenery in front of the door is beautiful when the rain comes. 6. The most touching swan song of plum blossom: sparse shadows slant across the clear water, and the faint fragrance floats in the moonlit dusk. 7. The best use of scenery to express emotions: the clouds in the stream are rising, the sun is setting in the pavilion, and the rain is about to come, and the wind is filling the building. 8. The most poetic expression of emotion is in the scenery: a boat full of bright moons, spreading across the Qiujiang River. Just listen to the beautiful poems with ancient connotations and write them down. A full boatload of bright moon spreads across the Qianli Qiujiang River 1 9. The most optimistic attitude towards life: try new tea with new fire, and enjoy poetry and wine while you are young. 10. The best concept of life: Already aware of the vastness of the world, you still pity the grass and trees. 11. The most admirable pride: I would rather die with the fragrance on the branches than be blown away by the north wind. 12. The most passionate patriotic feelings: lying down at night listening to the wind and rain, and dreaming of the iron horse glaciers. 13. It best embodies the sadness of parting between soldiers and soldiers: The poor bones by the Wuding River are like those in a spring boudoir's dream. 14. The most outstanding military achievement: thirty years of fame and dust, eight thousand miles of clouds and moons. 15. The most helpless hatred of national subjugation: 140,000 people were all disarmed, but not one of them was a man! 16. The most affectionate and loyal friend: Tao Li, a cup of wine in the spring breeze, and a light in the rainy night in the rivers and lakes for ten years. Just listen to the beautiful ancient poems with their connotations and write them down. A full boatload of bright moon spreads across the Qianli Qiujiang River 2 17. The most thoughtful blessings: Firstly, I wish for peace in the world, and secondly, I wish for a strong body. Three wishes come to the old man and I will see you soon. 18. The saddest thoughts: You are buried in the mud under the spring and your bones are broken, but I send you to the world with a head full of snow. 19. The best relationship between relatives: When relatives and friends in Luoyang ask each other, a heart of ice is in a jade pot. 20. The deepest love: Parents love their children deeply. 21. The saddest verse: If there is no hatred in your eyes, you don't believe that there are white heads in the world. 22. The most thorough understanding of old age: The world is a big dream, and life has several cool autumns. 23. The loneliest night: The stars look like they are not last night, for whom is the wind dew standing at midnight? 24. The poem that best expresses sadness: The moon is setting, the crows are crying, the frost is all over the sky, the river maples and fishing fires are facing melancholy. 25. The most powerless feeling of frustration: When you are drunk, you don't know the sky is on the water, and the boat is full of clear dreams that overwhelm the stars. 26. The most helpless little thought: I wanted to buy sweet-scented osmanthus and drink it with me, but it turned out not to be the case. 27. The most unexpected encounter: You didn't intend to cross the street, but you were aloof and caused the torrent. 28. The most beautiful spring: the apricot blossom rain makes your clothes wet, and the willow wind blows on your face without chilling it. 29. The most beautiful long-distance love: once the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win countless things in the world. 30. The luckiest lover: May we have time to look back and grow old together with deep love.
This book is very tear-jerking. When Canglan was with Fengqi, Fengqi kept abusing her. After Canglan left, Fengqi abused herself. In the end, they finally met and got married, but Canglan was about to die. Too uncomfortable
Canglan is dead "My life was saved by the Lord." Guyunzhou, it's hard to calm down "I finally planted sunflowers, but you are not here." Cang Lan finally went to court with Feng Qi "Lady." "Husband." The ending is bad, but the content is good. The female protagonist is abused in the first part, and the male protagonist is abused in the second part. The only sweet part in the middle is probably the time spent with Guyunzhou. Good writing, highly recommended The author's many books are very cruel, but they are all very interesting.
How many beauties are haggard, how many lovesicknesses are broken, only blood stains the ink fragrance and cries litter the grave. This injury was enough to cut off all her inner expectations for him, and finally... It's time to stop This hatred has nothing to do with the wind and the moon. The most painful thing in life is lovesickness. Parting love, long-lasting resentment, not being able to ask for it, not being able to let it go... It is also just a dream, with eyes full of empty flowers. I once wanted to bring the best of everything in the world to you. I once wanted to hold you in the palm of my hand and take good care of you. I once wanted to... Shili Hongzhuang, marry you as my wife. I once thought... Even if I don't want the throne in this life, I still want you. I once wanted to live in seclusion with you in the mountains and forests, with mountains and rivers, your favorite cherry blossoms, and your favorite red bean cakes... The acacia tree you love is planted in front of the door, and there is your favorite swing under the acacia tree... And you have me by your side... I want to be your support and share the joys and sorrows with you from now on. I want to give you everything, and I don't want you to suffer any injustice. Once the tea has cooled down, don't refill it, or it won't taste the same again. Once a person leaves, don't stay. If you stay, it won't be the same as before. Once the love is gone, don't think about it anymore. If you think about it again, it won't be the same as before. Slowly it will become far away, and gradually it will fade away. Cherish it when you have it, and bless it silently when you leave it. In a person's journey, no one should accompany you to the end. It is a gift to you that parting in this world is difficult, but the love is deep but the fate is shallow. You don't see the pain I have suffered for you, and the rumors are unfounded and you believe them to be true. I am so sad that my heart has died and I have left my remaining life. I believe you and your slaves are wailing in front of the bed. Death and life and death, you marry me in this life. Besides, I promise you love in the future life, but you know that I don't want to live in the next life. Back then, I said that I had forgotten your kindness, but now my words have become a prophecy. Don't promise concubine love in the next life, if she turns into dust in the next life. Love is a rare word, I hope I will never fall in love again
"Yunzhou, when you see this letter, I have already left. I owe you a debt of love in this life, and I will repay it in the next life." May I be united with you forever in the next life. Because Feng Qi has been promised in this life, so we can only look forward to the next life. My sunflowers have been planted, but you are no longer here. 1 "Feng Yue also missed lovesickness"
Cang Lan, remember your agreement with Guyunzhou in the next life. "I hope you and him (Guyunzhou) can find each other first in the next life and make up for the regrets you and him had in the previous life."
I have a question, I'm a bit curious and it's my personal opinion. Can any netizens help me clear this up? If Feng and Ming are truly in love, then what does Cang mean? A person rescued by Feng recognizes Feng as his master, and then loves Feng so humbly. To put it nicely, it is a humble and careful love for a subordinate who was saved by his master. At worst, it is a slave who is rescued by his master and still covets things that should not belong to her. Feng has saved so many people, does he have to fall in love with every woman he saves? If Feng and Ming are true love, then it is understandable that Ming would do some not-so-good things to Cang. I don't quite understand how some people can tolerate generosity even though they know that someone covets their husbands. Maybe it's because people's understandings are different. Since they know their master You shouldn't continue like that when your heart belongs to others, but that Feng is indeed inhumane and doesn't treat his subordinates as human beings at all. I have a friend who is an entrepreneur. That friend has four capable people. The leader is a girl. That girl was a child. When my parents died and I grew up on my own, my friend found her bright spot and started working on things. She also liked my friend for a time, very much, but since she knew that my friend had a heart, she never surpassed it. Take the first step, accept your heart and do what you should do, that is, turn your admiration back into gratitude, and don't say that a few years can't compare with a few months. Sometimes, you are not you after all. Don't covet things that should not be yours. Well, the above is purely a personal opinion, but I should say that the author's writing is really good~
Canglan's love is too humble, even if she is hurt by the person she loves, she still loves her to the extreme. Guyunzhou is her best destination. If there is an afterlife, she will be happy with Guyunzhou. How to put it, all this can be attributed to the heroine's own fault. Although it is not entirely the heroine's problem, her humble love for her master to the core eventually led to her tragedy. We live in different quilts, and we die in the same hole, but I still think that the love and happiness that I didn't get while I was alive are meaningless even if I realize it after being hurt.
Excellent sad story, Cang Lan loves her to the core, even if she dies, she stabs herself five times to bless him, but he hurts her again and again, and cannot love her after she dies, regretting her for the rest of her life, woo woo hoo, it's so tear-jerking, I like short sad stories like this from the author, come on (✪▽✪)
This book is so beautiful. It tortured me to death. I really hope that Canglan and Guyunzhou can be together.