You fall in love with someone at first sight, and by chance, they fall in love with you too. For a person like that, one is truly enough.
If they weren't destined to part, how would she ever understand how long and arduous the road could be when chasing a dream comes at a price?
They say first love is beautiful because you project your ideal of perfection onto the other person. But even as time passes, she keeps thinking of him, briefly forgetting him, then realizing that he really is the perfect ideal in her heart, the dream she's cherished day after day.
So she records this long, chaotic stretch of time, hoping it will become a private memory no one ever mentions. Maybe one day, she can smile as she speaks of all the pain and heartache.