Stars Move in Reverse

What does it mean to be alive? Three meals a day, studying day after day, never getting a teacher's attention, receiving no love from her parents, and never feeling the warmth of family. Why, exactly, should she, Han Xingxi, keep living?

When she opened her eyes again, she was the Regent King's daughter, covered in wounds and left to die in the wilderness. Ha, even death isn't something you will allow me, is it, Heaven?