Life, an Absurd Art

A power fantasy that isn't all that satisfying, with an ordinary person who isn't quite ordinary. If I'm not willing to risk my life, how can I change my fate? If I can see the end of my life at a glance, then why am I even alive? If overestimating myself is ridiculous, then what am I doing? In this life, I insist on fighting you. When we finally look back, what was it all for?