"Picked up a little fan today. Brother Ma was so jealous."
"My fan seems a little shy."
"Teacher Dai is kind of cute."
"...I'm kind of falling for her."
"I'll walk Teacher Dai home next time [happy]"
"Teacher Dai doesn't seem to like eating [angry]"
"She left... Everyone knew except me."
"I kind of miss her..."
"I saw her at the airport. There was a guy with her. Weren't you supposed to be my fan? How come you're going after another man?"
"We met again, and I couldn't help falling for you all over again."
"I should try one more time. What if Teacher Dai doesn't like that guy?"
"Turns out my concert wasn't as important as that guy..."
"Call me pathetic if you want. I don't want to be your idol anymore. I want to be your man."
"Teacher Dai is mine now."
"Teacher Dai doesn't seem to like me that much... but that's okay. I really like you."
"I met her parents!"
"So you've liked me for so long. You hid it pretty well. Now it's my turn to love you properly and make up for all those years we missed."
From Song Xingchen's Diary
