Memories are a merciless blade that pierces the darkness of the whole world. In this blackened realm, I can see no sunlight, only darkness and killing. Sometimes I want to find a quiet place to live, but once you’re in this world, you have no choice. The passing years, the past we once shared, memories stab at my heart again and again: pain, sorrow, ruthlessness, indifference. Like a lone wolf, I live in this dark underworld, alone and helpless. But who knows that even those of us in the underworld want a quiet life, too? We long for peace.
Truthfully, if we could avoid doing these things, I believe none of us would choose to go against our parents or break the laws and regulations of our country. So I dedicate this book to those still risking their lives on the edge, and to the officials who take public money but do nothing for the people or society. If society were peaceful and stable, and policies were properly enforced at every level, I believe fewer people would try to make a quick buck through shady means or get mixed up in the underworld. Maybe some people will think this is laughable. Maybe some will think I’m being ridiculous.