Love at First Heartbeat

I didn't believe that God created humanity, nor that Nuwa created people. I was a staunch atheist. But later, in the depths of my heart, I desperately wished that God had created me, that Nuwa had given me life. Born into this world, never cared for, abandoned at birth: I began to hope that fate would come full circle, that they would fall into the Avici Hell and suffer for hundreds of millions of kalpas, from life to life, year after year, day after day, night after night, as evil spirits gouged out their eyes, seized their tongues, and tore out their hearts and lungs. “Xingchen, our lives have both been ruined. Do you still hope there will be another life?”