Unspeakable Desire

I'm a good-for-nothing rich kid. I spent five years studying abroad, and four and a half of them throwing parties. At my welcome-home banquet, I lost my mind and suddenly fell for a big shot from Beijing's elite circle, an eight-years-older man I'd known for eight years. I tried everything, from getting soaking wet to bikinis to sheer nightgowns, but the big shot's reaction made him seem gay. Later, my dad's company ran into trouble, and somehow nobody was surprised. Turns out everyone in our circle had heard rumors six months earlier, and I was the last clueless idiot to find out. No wonder he didn't want me. There were more rich heiresses in the capital lining up to marry him than anyone could count. In the end, I was the real clown. That very night, I went to the fridge for some booze to drown my sorrows. When I turned around, I ran straight into the big shot's arms. He spun me around, pinned me against the wall, and kissed me... “It's okay. I'll take care of you from now on. I promise I'll be much more generous than your dad.” / Even if you've fallen into the hell of the mortal world, I'll still worship you like a god.