I Am Actually the Bai Yueguang of My Ex-Boyfriend

At the age of twenty-five, my life can be summed up in two words: stability, stable job, stable life, stable relatives and friends... These stability all reveal obvious boredom and plainness. There is nothing new in my life, I live a repetitive life every day. Most of the time I feel nothing, but occasionally I get tired of living like this. I don't have any plans for the future. Because it's not something I can arrange to achieve. A relationship that lasted for six months two years ago left me with no expectations for love. Just when I thought my future life would be so peaceful, I met my ex-boyfriend who I dumped two years ago. I thought he would resent me. Unexpectedly, he still likes me and has been looking for me for the past two years. I find it incredible myself. How can I be so virtuous? He chases, I run. We started another tug-of-war.