Living Will Always Be Arbitrary for Eternity

He is the hero who stands in front of everyone and charges forward bravely. He is also the black hand hiding behind, silently calculating everything. That is to say, he is extremely talented and the strongest king in the human race in one hundred thousand years. He is also a trash among the trash, a villain who is struggling on the edge of death and trying hard to live. It is hope and despair. When you have two worlds at the same time, genius and mediocrity, hero and villain, even the matter of being arbitrary for eternity has to be experienced twice. How to do it? If Xu Kang said it, it would be both pain and happiness. The struggle of traditional immortals + the unpretentious pretense of geniuses