Reborn as the Regent's Beloved

"Qiao Xiyan doesn't know whether to stop this marriage. Maybe some things are not as simple as they seem on the surface. Even if the Qiao family rejects this marriage, it is difficult to guarantee that Qiao Yuwan will meet a lover who will protect her for the rest of her life." As soon as these words came out, it was immediately criticized. I knew that my sister almost died because of this marriage in her previous life, but the heroine said that she didn't know whether to stop her, because she was afraid that if she stopped her, her sister might not meet a good family. I accepted it, even though she was bound to die, and she might have a good future, and the heroine didn't know how to choose... What kind of character did the author want the heroine to be... Mingzhe to protect herself? Or protect the family? ? ? Aren't you conflicted? ?

The writing is so confusing