There Is a Disaster in Chang'an

My name is Changan, Su Changan. There is a calamity in Chang'an, named Peach Blossom. I'm depressed, I'm worried, I just burst into tears! Isn't it just that he made a mistake when he was young and ignorant and became a famous figure throughout the ages? In fact, my ultimate goal in life is very trivial - I am content with being rich and wealthy and carrying a little fat chicken on my back. I'm depressed, I'm worried, I'm sad... Since no one can be abandoned, and since no relationship can be forgotten, what does it matter to me, Su Changan, if I abandon this prosperous age?