A Calamity Befalls Chang’an

My name is Chang'an, Su Chang'an. Chang'an's calamity is called Peach Blossom. I'm frustrated, I'm troubled, and I weep alone in sorrow! So what if, in my ignorant youth, one little mistake made me a legendary rake for the ages? Actually, my ultimate goal in life is modest: lead Fuguì by the reins, carry Little Oil Chicken on my back, and I would be perfectly content. I'm frustrated, I'm troubled, and I weep alone in sorrow... If there is no one I can abandon, and no love I can choose to forget, then what does it matter if I forsake this splendid world?