Journey Against the Sun

Ni means reversal; sun represents that country and that nation. The bizarre time travel brought me to a turbulent foreign era, and I was forced to survive as a foreigner. In this era, there was no Takeda, no Oda, no Uesugi, but only the endless bloodshed and undercurrent of conspiracy at the end of the Tokugawa period... Human growth is always full of hardships and sufferings and is extremely slow. Even though I hold a golden finger and want to point out passionate words, pain and suffering come one after another, making me shaken, making me lose my composure, making me angry, and making me sad. But I will still go on. The road of life is only forward and not backward. No matter where I am, this will not change. As long as I persist and my ideals remain unchanged, history and times will eventually change for me. When I first wrote this article, my writing style was very poor, but there have been a lot of changes and a lot of progress since I wrote it, so I hope everyone can read it slowly, just as a consolation to a loser chasing his dreams, thank you.