The Other Side Is Painted

She has always been persistent and dissatisfied with life. She gave up her dream and chose a career. She may be very immature, but time will make her understand everything. She finally begins to believe in the whole world, but it is difficult to have peaceful happiness. The traces of youth pass by, and I don't know what colors will be drawn. What kind of mottled shadows will the world under the heroine's beautiful paintbrush be?