Disobedient Saint

"Ron Krent, you have been accused of multiple felonies such as apostasy, treason, organizing heretics, killing clergy law enforcement officers, etc. Can you plead guilty?" "Actually, at the beginning, I just wanted to be an ordinary knight and live a peaceful life." "But we have all been deceived. Free will does not exist. The contamination of the abyss of the gods, churches, empires, etc. Are all derivatives of the world trying not to deviate from its trajectory." "All cheap and cliched coincidences are jokes to cater to the established destiny." "According to this, what is your fate?" "I cannot accept being used as a tool until it is scrapped or returned." "So you are doing this to change your destiny?" "No, what has happened cannot be changed, and what has not happened does not exist yet. Even the idea of changing one's fate against the will of heaven is part of the arrangement." "They say descent into madness is the only defense, and to lose all hope is freedom." "Many friends choose to embrace madness, but in my opinion, that is a weak surrender." "If you can, step on the accelerator and crush them to pieces." Vernacular version: A story about a time traveler who was afraid of being deported to another world and had to work as a gangster.