Knowledge of Going Forward and Backward

What is the meaning of life? Why do people want to live in shameless people? Obviously a large part of people spend their lives doing nothing, so what do people ultimately pursue in life? Why are some people born full of misfortune? Is it a punishment from God? What kind of willpower allows the unfortunate to continue living? If living makes life worse than death, what is the meaning of coming to this world? I do not understand. It's obvious that everything will end in death, so why do you still try your best to live? What's the point? Not getting what you want is the most important thing in life. Helplessly disappearing, it is obviously only one percent, or one in ten million, or one in one hundred million. There is even a possibility that it is impossible. Then go for it. But these things are only within reach for others. So, what are people pursuing? I don't understand. Now that I understand that it will be unfortunate in the end, why do I still try my best? Some people will definitely say, what if there is one! Then all I can say is, how many people can have what they want. Not everyone is a protagonist. In the end, I didn't understand the ending of this story. For me now, I don't know anything, I don't know what will happen next moment, and ultimately what kind of mystery the next moment will be. Sweat! You can only take one step at a time and don't have too many illusions.