Flower of Orpheus

I can't find the meaning of existence, no one loves me, To be disliked, But, You want to kill me, Yes, It's not that easy, You want me dead, me, I just want to live, No matter how much I struggle and twist, I want to live, no one loves me, It doesn't matter I love myself, People who have hurt me, Be careful, I am practicing in hell, It's not that easy to kill me, No matter how much I struggle and twist, I want to live, no one loves me, It doesn't matter, I love myself.