Tianqing: How Can I Prove Myself?

I am Zhao Duofu, Everyone calls me Roufu Diji. Jingkang was defeated, and I was taken captive and headed north. After enduring humiliation for several years, he finally broke free from the shackles and headed home with an opportunity to sacrifice himself. What I thought was an escape was actually a closing Shura trap... The Northern Kingdom wanted me to disappear, and the Southern Kingdom didn't want anyone to come back alive. No matter how the situation changes in Lin'an City, there is an obedient Emperor Roufu who is always in the capital. Although everyone in the world knows that I am true, history would rather call me a liar! Some people use me to whitewash peace, some hope that I will pass on the legacy, and some are afraid that I will prove that they are evil... But I just want the mountains and rivers to remain as they were, the metal and stone to be intact, and even more so that the world will be full of fireworks and my beloved will be together. In this life, I may have to flee thousands of miles in the wilderness, and be trapped in mountains and rivers everywhere. But, I don't believe it: In this chaotic world, how can I prove myself?