In This World, Can You Become Stronger by Killing Yourself?

Xie Moqing: "As soon as I came in, I discovered three problems. First, I am a pervert in this world. Why do you think that what I got by killing myself after all the hard work is a useless ability?!" "Second, why don't I have any good things when I have the protagonist template? What about the system? Where's the golden finger? If not, I can just have a pet! What do you mean I want to be someone else's pet?!" "Third, I'm here to be the protagonist, not to be a bee repairing the hive. How bad is this government? If you get caught, it's a full-time job! There are no human rights! You have to take a break even after Superman comes!" "Okay, I believe these words have touched the author's soul. My sweet-smelling rich woman is going to take me to the beach for vacation. Let's talk about it later."