Civilized Narrator

Before the birth of modern civilization, there was a pre-glorious civilization that was far more powerful than the current one. The development of civilization will give birth to the will of light and the chaos of darkness. Previous civilizations tried their best but still failed to prevent the destruction caused by chaos. Now, chaos has awakened again, and people chosen by miracles and ideals are beginning to face this fate. "I'm not very afraid of death, but I'm afraid that I won't die well." Is this an idealist's oath or an idealist's last wish?