Ten Years Later, I Still Dare Not Say No Spicy Food

When I was twenty-nine years old, I was sitting in the river-view apartment I bought. The money in my account was enough for me to live in this city for a lifetime. But that night when I was having dinner with my partner, he asked what to eat, and I said "anything is fine." Went to a Sichuan restaurant. I didn't touch the spicy chicken dish with my chopsticks. No one knows that I have a bad stomach and can't eat spicy food. I can't say this. I couldn't say it ten years ago, and I still can't say it ten years later. This is the ten-year survival notes of a girl with a pleaser personality. There are no cheats, no bosses, and no cheating all the way. There is only fear again and again, and the step that I force myself to take again and again. If you have ever felt late one night that you are not good enough, not strong enough, not worthy enough for this brightly lit city—— This book is for you. I never threw away the suitcase with the broken wheels. It was placed on the balcony and a pot of pothos was planted, which grew very well.