Time Travel into Neutron

Li Zhong usually believes in the golden mean. I never imagined that one day I would travel through time and become a neutron. Neutrons are fermions with no positive or negative charge, mass, and one-half spin characteristics. Li Zhong was driving in the middle of the road and was overtaken by a car behind him that honked his horn. He moved to the side of the road and stopped walking in the middle. He was rear-ended by the car behind him, causing a traffic accident and dying. Before he died, he wailed in his heart: If I had known that I would die if I walked off the center line, I would not have driven to the right side of the road. Who would have known that I would be hit if I gave way. When he opened his eyes, he found that he had not become a ghost, but a neutron. Assuming that he had eyes, in fact, he was just a conscious neutron. A self-aware neutron, or a neutron? Li Zhong asked himself, at least, it should be regarded as a not very authentic neutron. Li Zhong, who pursues the golden mean, feels that since he should be a neutron, he should be an authentic neutron, so as to live up to the name neutron. Since it is a neutron, then I should be the basic particle that makes up the atomic nucleus. I want to combine with the proton and combine strongly to become a nucleon. But will a strong combination violate the golden mean? Li Zhong was a little frightened.