Nanyang in the Republic of China: Half a Lifetime Cloudy

Everyone in the world admired Yunzhou's stable life and happy family, but Ren Mengxi knew in his heart that his purest heartbeat, most sincere preference, and most fearless youthful spirit will forever remain in the first encounter at Nanyang University. That young love that was crushed by family status exhausted her enthusiasm and innocence, and in the end she was left alone, wandering for half her life, and burdened with a lifetime of regrets. This is a work of fatalistic BE aesthetics in the middle and late period of the Republic of China. It is a family tragedy in the growth history of the heroine. Worldly perfection is an illusion and life-long regrets are the truth. It accurately captures the BE theme of the whole book.