Those Two Dimples

When I was sixteen, I fell in love with a girl who took the same school bus as me but always got off the bus before me. That was the first time my heart moved, and it was also the first time I understood: no matter how tight you hold some people, they will still get off when they get to the stop. Later, I set up a forum myself and named it "Heartbeat Paradise". Then I was heartbroken again and again in the paradise I built. I have been ignorant, been severely hurt, learned badly, and done things that even I look down upon. After going round and round, I finally learned how to love someone well - asking for leave for her, cooking porridge for her, and caring about her every day. I thought this time, I would finally get to the end. I did everything right. But there are some people you can't keep even if you try your best. Twenty years later, I got married, had a wife and two children who were fighting for the remote control, and my life was as stable as a pot that was said to last a lifetime. Only occasionally, in the crowd, I will "click" for no reason—— I never dared to think about what it was. This is a story that took a young man twenty years to understand, about "you can't keep it even if you do everything right".