Missing Old Chang'an Every Year

Total BE, no reversal, no reunion, no afterlife, no relief, only a life of unresolved love, separation between life and death, and misunderstandings that remain unresolved until death. Young love cannot withstand the trials of fate. People who love each other will eventually become strangers, separated by yin and yang. Su Changan (female protagonist) Gentle and tolerant, sensitive and lacking in love, affectionate and dedicated. Having been dependent on others since childhood, she was extremely insecure and regarded Lu Suisui as her only salvation. Love is humble and paranoid, and finally exhausts all tenderness, and ends up alone with love and regret. ​ Lu Suisui (male protagonist) Cold on the outside and hot on the inside, hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, severely tolerant. His family situation suddenly changed and he was burdened with huge debts and family shackles. He had a strong sense of self-esteem and was used to shouldering all the hardships alone. He loved the heroine deeply, but he pushed her away with his own hands time and time again, pretending to be indifferent to protect her, and finally passed away unexpectedly without saying a single true word until his death. ​ Supporting Actress (Lin Zhixia) She has the illusion of gentle white moonlight and has been secretly in love with the male protagonist for many years. She is good at sowing discord and creating misunderstandings. She is the key driver of their tragedy, but she has never received any sincerity from the male protagonist. ​ Male Supporting Role (Jiang Yubai) A gentle guardian, he has been silently accompanying the heroine for many years. He understands all her grievances, but he still cannot get into her heart. He witnesses the whole process of the heroine being unable to love and sinking alone. Night Breeze Encounters Chang'an (Chapter 1-18: First encounter, heart-stopping encounter, falling in both directions) Gentleness hides edge (Chapter 19-36 Sweetness heats up, hidden ambush) Mountains and seas are one year apart (Chapter 37-54: Forced alienation, misunderstanding breaks out) Years pass after one separation (Chapter 55-72: Graduation and separation, separated by heaven and earth) There is no time to return to Chang'an (Chapter 73-90, the truth comes late, life and death are forever)