What's Wrong with Eating Some Energy as a Monster?

I, Thales Kay, descendant of the Sene tribe I forgot a few things because I slept for so long, but my instinct told me to eat. I went to several worlds in a row, but not only did I get no benefits, I was beaten up and lost a lot of energy. What's even worse is that when passing by a certain universe, I was pushed by something unknown, and when I came to a new world, I accidentally saw someone of the same race. I am happy when I see people of my own race, and I am even happier when I see people of my own race causing trouble, but they don't let me play with them. Damn it, we are both descendants, why don't you help me? Since I am not doing well, how can I see that the other person is doing better than me? Based on the idea of ​​​​revengeing old and new grudges together. My anger arises from my heart, and my evil comes from my courage. It starts with "meow" So... I, Thales Kay, descendant of the Sene tribe I want to die now...