No One Comes Back for Me

He has felt that he is redundant since he was a child. When others took graduation photos, he stood at the edge. When others form a team to play games, he will always be the substitute. Others talk about ideals, but he just wants to be able to pay the rent in the future. But there is one biggest contrast in him: He is afraid of death, but always rushes forward at critical moments. Not because he is brave, but because he feels: "Anyway, no one would be too sad for someone like me."