Life, Life, the Misery of Life

Zombies appear and humanity emerges... I want to go home, and I want to live first. I was bitten, it's over... I was bitten by a zombie and luckily I'm still the same person. People have awakened their abilities, but why can't I awaken? Even if I get bitten, nothing will happen. Isn't this the protagonist in novels and movies? Why... You high-minded people, after knowing that I was bitten by a zombie and still a normal person, you tortured and studied me in various ways! Now I swallowed the meteorite and finally awakened my ability. After all, I am the protagonist of this world. Now you who can only emit the fire of grains of rice should surrender under my light. You actually dare to resist, do you even want to burn the gods with a single spark? You are drinking our blood and eating our flesh. Why? Why? I just want everyone to get what they pay for. We have experienced countless lives and deaths, doesn't our belief establish a new era? Why do you still want to destroy it? Am I going to die? I am so unwilling... Do you want to be deprived and oppressed forever... Why? Is there a god in this world? Why is this happening? Who can tell me why? Does God like to see creatures killing each other? To add fun to their endless time. If so, if there is a chance, if there is an afterlife, if there is ability, if... It turns out that there really are gods in this world. I must go and see them in this life. Take a look at why the world works the way it does, take a look and ask why...