A Different World of Pain, I Became an Evil God at the Beginning

This is a story about finding the glory of humanity in absurd despair. , This is a world where "pain is power" - the more painful a person is, the more extraordinary abilities they can awaken. But the price is that pain will distort human nature, and eventually you will either become a god or a monster who has lost yourself. -Black humor background: The rules of the world themselves are full of absurdities - praying will randomly deduct blood, upgrading requires telling cold jokes, and the most powerful forbidden spell is "Truth or Dare"