Fanyin Zhenmo Division

The Buddhist scriptures say that one thought becomes a Buddha, and one thought becomes a demon. But what the Buddhist scriptures don't say is--- The hundredth thought can make you an adult. Becoming a Buddha is too lonely, becoming a demon is too painful. My name is Chen Fan, and my dharma name is Wu Sheng. This is the hundredth time that I walked into the Fanyin Villa area. This time, I don't want to become a Buddha or a demon. I just want to know - did the woman who killed me ninety-nine times ever love me?